Simple things make me SMILE

Rising cost of living

2011-07-01T13:09:00.002+08:00

Sometime I do felt the wave of these issues hitting on the younger generation which I belong to. The price of everything is rising. Food price rise due to natural disasters and there is lack of production hence food price rise. Limited oil, petrol and public transport cost rise. Lack of land in Sg, property rise.

With things that we used and need in our daily lives, its all about money. With a salary of 2k-3k as a normal income, I think everything is just nice to make end meet. After paying off the house loan which seem to have a long way to clear it off, paying off the electricity-water bill(price keep going up mean it take up a bigger and bigger portion to pay off within the same amount of salary) and etc. How much is left for one use or a couple use?

Not to miss out that the couple might still need to give some allowance to their aged parents unless the parents are well to do and they don't need that money urgently from their kids? Or their parents had already passed away?

I used to think I want to be a full-time mom to stay home and have a good bonding with my children and have a part time job. But as I grow up, this seem far from me. I might just want to have a kid instead or maybe not? Maybe I will have to work full time in order to provide more for the family and lighten my future husband burden. Having a kid is not a few years job and responsibilities. It will be taking 20 over years before they finish their studies until they get a job? So having a kid is like you need to feed, extra portion of insurance for them to make sure their life are well insure, academic fees and etc?

How about all the extraS expenditure? Now, I really don't even dare to think about future. With all the nightmares flooded in once I start to think and plan, it felt terrible. I don't think I can settle down at the age of 24 now... I don't even know will I have to pay the study load after uni. Hopefully my parents will be paying for me. If not, it mean that even before I found a job, I already in debt? Terrible horrible nightmares!

Honestly, I feel stress over this where I am only a year before 20?

Oh well, on the brighter side, I enjoy what I am actually doing at the moment now. Last year in polytechnic, more to come and university! Not to think about the fees will make me feel better...

What is the world turning into?

2011-06-04T12:26:00.000+08:00

I keep coming across news reporting people did funny things just for the sake of gadgets or game.

At first, a boy killed a girl to steal her gold earrings to buy online games.

Now, people sell away their KIDNEY/S for a few thousand just for an ipad 2 and a laptop.

So what you got money to follow up with the most updated technologies and you lost your soul and health? And gadgets and games die off after few years and you sacrifice your life just for it. Is it worth it?

Nowadays, people are just so blinded with the materials around them and they lost so many things that can’t be gain back.
Is like stupidity VS blinded OR stupidity AND blinded?

Its just so sad to see such things are happening around the world. Is human life really got rule over by the gadgets? Without gadgets will it be a doom day for us? Yes, it is an essential to have it up till certain point but is it so important that without it we will die?

I really think that technologies, gadgets and games do have its good point BUT it also cause a lot of harm at the same time. Just dont misuse and mis-see them. It doesnt mean that you own all these, you are rich and you got the power and walking with “wind” passing you by like you are a star among your peers. Is not something to show off where you gain all these and you loses your soul.

Is there anything glorious about it when you got all these and the truth is you sold yourselves, your soul, your health away for it? Think twice before you do anything. See far into the future.

Stagnant Blog

2011-06-01T20:40:00.003+08:00

My blog seem to died for few months.

Reason why I havent been blogging because...

1) I am irritated by a spam of message on my chat box with PEOPLE I DONT KNOW/ its some virus attack? I just blocked all and delet! Hope there will be less unknown people to come here and spam...

2) Everytime I typed half way, I would just closed the window. I cant feel the feel to post it due to boring-usual-stuff OR its just not interesting... So I closed it and save it as draft?

3) I am pretty busy with school work, work attachment and my upcoming business!

I am 1/4 way through my 3rd year... Gonna have my term break next week. I am going to help my friend with her room make over, business planning and setting up with her also and I am going to Universal Studio! So many fun and great things lining up ahead! Awesome!

I want to do some shopping!

Hope I do revive my blog by now?

Goodbye!

Crisis again

2011-02-23T11:37:00.002+08:00

I was feeling lost and burden. Yesterday, Tuesday, my grandpa fell down while he was on his way to had his hair cut. Now, he butt bone cracked and need to be warded.

The unexplainable burden I feel for my dad is beyond stress that I can feel. Mum operation is deferred due to some complication. Now, its change to 10March, 2 days before my birthday.

Grandpa, ALSO needed an operation. They need to hired maid as my grandma are old, mum are undergoing chemo and they don't have the ability to take care of a person who can't walk. Dad, sister need to work. Me, need to study.

I so wish I can work now. Although ITP is just in a week time to come. I feel so financially strain for my dad. But I don't know to help him. I wish I am independent on financially. At least I can support myself. Maybe the pay I get from ITP will just be my pocket money for the next month. So my dad can save on my allowance for 1 month.

I don't know how now.

Burden.Totally burden.

2 week rest

2011-02-21T09:48:00.002+08:00

Last week Friday, after the final test, I felt the cramp! During the paper already cramp, but I need to put all the focus on the paper and bear it through for 2 hours. After the paper, I cabbed home. I fall straight to the bed in cramp.

AND WHAT?! I forgot about the outing with D n E!!! I feel so bad. I missed cell group at night too. Saturday, the cramp is still there. I can't even serve! Why my cramp so jialat? I hate every-this-time-of-the-month!

2 month ago, I cramped until so so so severe until I cold sweat and feel like dying... End up at crawling to a clinic. Argh~~~!!!

Alright, 2 weeks time to start ITP.

I better had some fun before ITP and start of Year 3.... (:

One after another

2011-02-10T09:59:00.002+08:00

Its thursday and tomorrow I am having submission AGAIN where people will be saying "Thank God its Friday!".. But I am sooooo not looking forward for next week to come though its Valentine day week. After Vday(monday), it will be my crit on the next day(Tuesday), follow by gems test(Wednesday), follow by ES n MAT test(Thursday). ADS test on Friday? I guess I am free by then? ): But its a long Tues to Fri... ):

I havent buy his present... I have no idea or plan on how to celebrate. We are all in a stress mode. ): Sigh. ):

Well, the current relax and fun thing is my pet society game on facebook. Play abit and back to work. Something that cheer me up by little from the moody mood cause by the tons of work.

Alright, going to print the boards later. ): tata...

Im weak, You are strong

2011-02-04T21:34:00.002+08:00

Is CNY day 2 night now. This morning as I prepared to do my work in the morning, my sis came in the room and said she is going to the hospital with my dad n mum. I was so shocked! Like why they suddenly said they are going to the hospital?

I felt scared and fear is crippling into my heart. I got 2 bad bad nightmares last night, I thank God I felt better after I woke up. But, a sudden news disturbed me a lot. Like I got to do my work and prepared for a submission on Sunday night, yet I do wish I can go down to the hospital with them.

So I called my lecturer, I am really thankful for the understanding and etc... ... On the way there, my heart is trying very hard to settle down from the shock and nightmares. I felt like my work load is stressing me alot + mentality stress(right term to use?) + the disturbed mood from the nightmares. Just very stress, confused and disturbed in my heart.

I thank God for His peace to settle my heart down after a prayer.

I spent my whole day in the hospital. Reach AnE at 12pm, reach home around 9pm. Mum currently are warded for observation. Fever getting higher during late evening. We don't know how many days she need to be warded. But I pray that everything will be fine. Need to wait for blood and urine test result to be out. Might discharged in 2-3days time based on what the doctor said.

I wanna thank my friends who keep her in prayer and sending concern.

Just as I bath out, I am reminded that when we are weak, He is strong! So I believed that He will see me through with His grace and mercy.

Got to go. tata.

I need Your grace!

2011-01-31T11:03:00.002+08:00

Recently, I made a prayer all about my work.
I prayed for more wisdom to do my project, His grace to see me through the submission and etc. Seriously, I need His grace to see me through. I am in the time to rely on Him totally.
I am totally getting burn out, breakdown and stress out for the past few days.

So many things to do and submission on Chinese New Year.
I had a bad breakdown on Last Saturday. It happened in the morning. So, noon, I went off to church! Indeed, His presence is good. The peace I wanted. After service, I went off to shopping with my sister n Daryl. Need to do some de-stress-retail-therapy.

Sunday, doing my 3d rendering. So stress... ): Now, I am still waiting for the rendering to load. It took more than 1 HOUR!!! If I got no submission, I would really like to meet up with Evia and Darren. We haven't meet since our last holiday due to SCHOOL WORK also. So sorry to keep postponing... ): Postpone until paiseh liao.

Next monday, printing 8A1 boards. It cost $80-$100 in total! And this presentation only weigh about 15% where it cost so much??! What a huge amount. Feel bad for my dad's wallet. :x I can buy so many stuffs with that amount. *Heart Pain*

Down with bad flu, yet cant take medicine. Because I got no time to make myself drowsy for a rest/nap and it lag my brain to work. Totally bad bad bad feeling...

Off to do my work. TATA.

Ouch~

2011-01-25T19:00:00.002+08:00

I came across a video posted by few of my friends. Its a toy poodle(dog) being treated badly! The man abused it to make it stand on 2 legs or so. Its DOG, NOT human! They aren't made in a way to stand on 2 legs?

He throw the dog and hitting it like a plushie? It whine! It doesnt bark at all! My favourite dog! I feel so sad. If I got super power, I would love to rescue the dog! I hope and wish that the dog can turn into some bigger dog and attack the man. Is just so cute yet under abused? So sad.... ): Are they still human?

I really love to have a toy poddle one day! Mini one, brown and nicely trim hair! :D It just so look like plushie and adorable! I want to feed it with yummicious food! Doggy jelly, snack and etc... :D

And, I cant wait for valentine day to come!!! (: I have weaknesses that I failed to see. I chatted with my sister last night, the word make me feel wooooow! I feel so much better now. Honestly, r/s ain't easy to maintain. Well well, I shall learn something out of it. Put it to the past history, start a new day with new start just like painting over a clean and white canvas together with him. Now, I am still happy!

Anger might make me blow off for 10mins, but the love lies in me is more than 10 times of the 10mins.(true declaration... :x) Time change and do some positive adjustment for myself!

Time to move on and start it well. (:

Stress~~

2011-01-20T19:41:00.003+08:00

I had my crit today. I don't know why everytime after crit I would start to feel terrible. It seem there during the crit moment, all the questions pointed out by the lecturers make me doubt if architecture course is meant for me. Am I going to do it badly in uni too or am I going to take back the same course?

I don't know. Now, its just 2 weeks away from Chinese New Year. 3Feb is CNY which falls on a Thursday. So Wednesday, people tend to work half day as we will have a reunion dinner with our family.

We got e-submission on 6Feb, Sunday night. Right after 6Feb, it will be our final crit and we need to print out 8A1 boards? And now, we still need to re-edit our cadd work after this crit session? Somemore, we need 2 interior and 1 exterior 3D rendering AND produce another 4A1 presentation boards.

The worse thing is, we might need to print before CNY which is before Tues?! Because the week we have crit, we might be risking if we plan to print on that week. Because, we don't know when is our time slot to present. No board=no marks or cant present.

So,we got only 1 and a half week to finish everything?

I don't know.

Alright, got to go. Byee!

Tummyache~

2011-01-04T19:09:00.002+08:00

I miss today tutorials. Overslept and last minute dont intend to go?

AND, I shouldn't have taken that bottle of vitagen!

After 15 minutes, inside my stomach seem to have a "volcano eruption"...

So painful!!! Went to toilet 2 times.

Still feeling discomfort now.

Boooohuuhuu~~~ Pain pain go away~!

Painful... ):

Hopefully by tomorrow will go away completely!

): I still need to do CNY(Chinese New Year) shopping!

I need clothes, shoes, bag with a budget of 150?

What can I buy?

Every year I spend on 1dress or a set of clothes and a pair of shoes, and the money just gone.

): is my stuff that expensive? ): I plan to buy a strip shirt that cost over 50. Should I buy? ):

The material is realllY goood!!!

I know what shoes I wanted to buy. It cost 30 over. I plan to get extra one pair as I am in lack of shoes now. ): I need 1 heel? Time to do some calculation and budgeting now. ): Maybe I shall shop at Jurong Point. 1 stop all done. The shoes shop I like is there, many clothes?

Shall see how again.

Alright, byeebyee...

Pain pain go away....~~~

Current Sweetness of the Year

2011-01-02T14:50:00.003+08:00

I have been falling in love just like fairytales. What a new and nice feeling at the start of the year. (: All the ups and downs we went through last year didnt go to waste at all! All the torturing, all the quarrels and etc, finally, we are heading someWhere(:

Growing together... Well, of course it isnt a bed of rose, as I went through a lot just that I didnt mention much. Still, I believe that this journey wont be easy because everyone of us are imperfect. So yea, still, very happy! After waiting for 1 and a half year?(Close to 2 years)... (:

I just love my iphone! Now, I have it, I dun really enjoy the games as much before. Last time I like to play Daryl and my sister phone. Now??? I don't know. But I do love the camera application! I can't wait to step out of my house and take pretty photos! The setting of lomo and effects. Pretty! I have a good start for this year.

Next few days I am not too sure if I will still be so happy. All the projects, upon receiving my result, back to reality with all the workloads. :( eeeeew~

I wish everyday will be just today. Stop here without work. :X

Alrite, goodbye readers!

(: SoHappy.Inlove.ADropofSweetness :)

01012011

2011-01-01T11:33:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR to all my readers out there! (:

Yesterday went to Mr Bean restaurant or cafe with cg.

We are having thanksgiving dinner (:

Afterwards they went off to countdown.

My sis and I headed off as we want to avoid the crowd and avoid the feeling of unable to board the bus or train home.

Since we left so early, the bus we board is nice! We got a seat, I love the ride home at the expressway! the journey was smooth, not much braking(:

Later going to church, the very FIRST service of the year. (: before going to church, I am going to buy my Iphone!!! There is stock! Last piece! (: I manage to reserve it before 2pm. :D HAPPPY!!! New phone and the NEW year! :D Woooooolala!!! :D

I receive my notification for my Olevel result yesterday. So, now, I need to tune in to the media news to get the release date for the result. YipppY!!! I cant wait!!!

Good bye readers! Wish you that this new year is going to be a awesome year for u! :D

Tata! ^^

Another good thing!

2010-12-28T11:54:00.003+08:00

Another good news came to me before 2010 end in 4 days time! I remove my braces 2 years ago. So today, I went to the dentist in the morning for a review. Good news is that I don't need to go back to the dental ANYMORE! Yayyy!!!

So, 2011, I need to wear the retainer once every other day. 2012 and onwards, I just need to wear once every week! Finally! What a long process. People had their braces for 1 or 2 years. Mine 4 YEARS some more I pay double more! T.T

Well, I got straight teeth! :D Next, I plan to go for teeth whitening when I start to work. But I guess, it will go yellow again. Cause I am a coffee-lover, coffee stain teeth. Sad case. ):

Well, absolutely happy! Today is a cloudy grey day. The wind blew, the cooling wind make me just feel like in cold-spring. Awesome weather to curl up in my warm cozy bed. (:

Going to catch a nap now. Byeeebyeee!!!

End of 2010 Reflection n 2011 Resolution

2010-12-25T21:10:00.002+08:00

Goodbye 2010! It is a great year for me though I faced quite a few of challenges this year.

"Stock take"/ Checklist:

1. Good results. Semester 1 not bad, (left last term for semester 2).

2. Manage to join a ministry in church. (:

3. Water Baptism.

4. Retake O level English Paper. (left with result which is out mid Jan 2011).

5. Mum's salvation.

6. Improvement on my clay work.

More... .... ....

Just side track a bit with some personal sharing. This year is totally not easy for my family and I. Mum diagnose with 2nd stage of breast cancer. But, through this darkest time, we are getting even more closer as a family. By God's grace, we end 2010 well! 2010 is a challenge filled and fast passing year. Its pretty fruitful for me. (:

If you have a checklist like mine and you haven't accomplish any of the points, don't be dismay! Don't dwell in the past where it cant be change. Just keep moving on forward and start 2011 with a new resolution and goals! Make it achievable for yourself, set a limit which you can reach. Dont set it too high that cant be achieve which might bring disappointment.

2011 Goals:

1. Pass my O level English with flying colour.

2. ITP... Get posted to a good architect film where I am able to learn a lot and with a good pay.

3. Able to start cashiering in my ministry.

4. Walk closer to God.

5. Do well for year 3.

6. Save more money.

and more of course.

Alright, before I go, I want to wish you a Merry Christmas before the clock hitting 12am. And a HAPPY BLESSED NEW YEAR!!! :D Wishing you all the best in everything you do, good health, prosperity and fill your daily life with rainbow! (:

Byeebyee! ^^

I loving it!

2010-12-20T19:23:00.002+08:00

I like Taylor Swift songs. Its so nice! The music, lyrics are simple and nice.

I like:

Last Christams

Love Story

You Belong With Me

Tear Drop on My Guitar

Cant remember what else...

Only I do have the gift to sing. I am not so much of a music person, but more handicraft. (: I love art work!

Mask is the essence to keep clean skin. I started to get lazy to do mask and maintaining it. So after few weeks without masking, its getting rough! So I did some "cleaning" to my skin. I remove all the rough thing that block the pore. I squeeze it out. After this, I wash it with cold water to remove the dirt.

Next, MASK. Prevent blemish MASK!!! It helps to clean the pores and prevent blemish.

Few more days to CHRISTMAS~~~!!!

Byeeeee~~~

Beware of Pervert!

2010-12-09T22:10:00.004+08:00

To all the ladies out there!!! Please be careful when you are taking public transport!

I got a bad incident last Saturday that I forgot to mention in the previous post.

I was taking a train. I sat at the seat beside the "reserved" seat for the needy people which is at a corner. So, one middle-aged man with a heavy-looking laptop bag sat at the "reserved" seat.

He kept moving. His hand kept figetting(correct spelling) so I thought he got not enough space or the space is too cramp AS His Arm is BRUSHING AGAINST MINE. So I tilt my body to the other side which is empty. THEN, he shift again after I tilted. He adjusting the position of his bag and "trying" to adjust more and HIS HAND START TO BRUSH AGAIN MINE. At first, I thought old man got the habit to shake their hand... But well.... ....

2nd time, I shift myself more to the empty space. AND HE ADJUSTED HIS BAG AND MOVING HIS HAND UNTIL IT BRUSHES PASS MINE!!! He moving his hand abit at first, he is not touching me. but somehow, he is like "finding" my arm... After he brushes through my arms, the movement of brushing against me STARTED AGIN. I was like well, doesn't seem to be normal... So I just slide over to the empty seat... Right after I shifted my seat, he ALIGHTED Straight after the Next Stop. Is it something fishy??? I feel so YUCKKKY!!! Is like, OH MYYYY~~~

Well, I was relieved after I move the seat and he alighted. Then , there is another man sitting on my the other side reading newspaper. Thank God he is NORMAL...

There is a aunty opposite me like keep staring at me... Was she wondering why my face was black or I keep tilting or shifting or she saw the Pervert Man Arm Action...? Is like, Oh MY goodness... Disgusted incident. Is like, is he faking that his bag is heavy, so he need to shift around AND to get a chance to brush against my arm?

Girls, Protect yourself if such incident happen. You can stand and walk away, change seat or if the person is too much, you can just tell off that person loudly so other commuters can help you.

1st time in my life met such a disgusting incident. I message my sister and Daryl... Both responded "yuck.... and advised me to walk away."

So yeapp... Is something bad I had experience, I don't want you to be the next victim. So, just be careful (:

Byeebyee~~~ Good nite!

The Happy Counts!

2010-12-08T16:44:00.005+08:00

I am hereby to announce HOLIDAY before even my school break start.

Reason Number 1: The BP submission that I complained SO much is great job done! I scored A for both of that module. The calculation of drainage system, planning of it and etc... A!!!! Surprise for myself!!!

Reason Number 2: The sub-module that doesn't contribute to my grades, but just a needed module to graduate? Is Understanding Weather. The very last time I learn about geography is 4 years ago and nothing in depth. So its just like a ALIEN topic to me. I was stressing over the last weekend that I got History submission and TEST on the SAME DAYYYYY??? Well, all I could say, ITS EASYYYYY~~~!!! I manage to do.

Reason Number 3: History Essay submitted!!! Not a good job done. ): I dont understand and dont have the time to plan and research on the architect. ): Nevermind! Still, another load off my shoulder. :D

Reason Number 4: I pamper myself with an Early X'mas gift!!! A bottle of liquid CLAY!!!! Wooooolalaa!!! :D I got it straight after my test!!!!

Reason Number 5: Sister's redeem 40dollar worth of voucher for Crabtree and Evelyn. So, I got $20! Actually, should thank daddy!!! Lol.... its a credit card points... :D Time to get myself lotion or perfume or...? :D

Thats all! Small and simple things combine to be a HUGE happy moment for me... Simple things make me smile! :D

Though I got so many happy news to share with you guys, I still got a piece of sad news. One of the cgl's dad passed away this morning after a heart attack. Its a sudden incident. So sad... ): So I will be going down for the funeral wake for the next few days.

Thats all I have for you! Byeebyeee~~!!! :D

"All I want for Christmas~~~ Isssss~~~"

Second last down, left 1

2010-12-03T17:03:00.003+08:00

Submitted my work today! So happy! Next week, wednesday submission and test and I shall declare HOLIDAY~~~!

Yesterday got a horrible experience that shock my whole family that go *WoooooH...... Thats dangerous!*

We were having supper at living room around 9 or 10pm and watching tv together... Suddenly, a breaking of glass that gooooo "piaaaaaaang with shatter glass" Shock shock... I thought the bowl/plate I holding onto fall onto the floor or my mum bowl fall onto the floor.

However, after 1 second of shock and brain jam, I realise we were all using plastic bowl. Then, I turn around and saw that the glass was from the LIGHT? We was like WOOOOOH, dangerous!

My living got 2 light which consist of 5 bulbs each. One is above my workspace, another is behind my workspace where the sofa and chair were. I was sitting at the middle of the living room on my computer chair that time... So, Pretty scary... and my mum and grandpa is at the sofa.... Thank God nobody was hit by it. Now, I am pretty in danger as my working area is below the light... If the glass that cover the bulb(something ornament or casing?) drop down, mean, it hit my table... and the pieces of glass will fly and hit me? :x

Alright, scary event...

Byeeeee~

Getting a little Crazy from Work

2010-12-01T22:27:00.003+08:00

Just a little imagination with iron, mop and shower head.

Iron is just like my exercise equipment that train my arm.

Mop is just like a BIG paint brush that paint an invisible painting across the floor.

Shower head is my mircophone in the bathroom.

Had been doing some housework recently.

Just thinking something funny as mention above as my brain need to rest from a 2D world of drawing floor plans and section views.

I think these are a few good way for me to release stress now. :x

Can I dont cadd anymore? ):

After cadd, I will be bury myself into the world of History...

What a life of boring-ness.

History essay and Weather Module Test~~~

Is Christmas Season! Can you feel the festi atmosphere?

I cant feel it. I am bury under the piles of school work.

Definitely after next week, get over with all the submission and test.

And I shall be glad to celebrate HOLIDAY~!

Term break. (:

Random side note I have learn...

Crush is a feeling that will fade away as time goes by.

Love, is something that can't be hide. You try to lock it deep in your heart, behind your mind or any secret place you can hide it... It will still flow out. Even if you "change" the hiding spot, it will mystically find its way out. Its just a very true and magical feeling...(of course practical stuff is part of it, not like fairytale where everything perfect...)

Heehee~~~

Alright, I shall head back to work after this crazy post... (:

Byeeee~~~!

Updatee~

2010-11-29T18:39:00.002+08:00

Last Saturday, I had water baptism!

Awesome!

Dipped.Soaked.Renew!

So, today is Rainy monday.

Weather so cold.

Reach home had a good hot bath.

Dinner with yummie smoked duck meat and veggie!

All time favourite ABC soup!

My ABC soup is carrot soup.

Ingredient: Carrot, potato, CORN, pork rib and scallop!

Sweet and yummy!

And, recently, pimples pop out again.

I guessed I know the reason now.

Consumption of PEANUTS Jam with bread.

I took it last few weeks ago, some pop out.

So I don't believe and thought I took some other food that cause it.

SO, I try again... MORE POP OUT.

No wonder people say peanut is poisonous.

THATS BAD...

More red dots appear on my face.

Sobsob... ):

Nevertheless, I love mask.

The mask I ordered online make it smooth and moisturize.

Alright, got to go...

Work work work, submission datelines... not again. ):

Byeeee~!

Mommy Home~

2010-11-23T17:34:00.002+08:00

Tuesday Morning....

Woke up, brush up, breakfast, leave home.

When I reach hospital, my mom was sitting on the bed getting all ready to go home.

She packed all the newspaper/magazine dad brought for her into a recycle bag.

So, nurse came in for the last check up on blood pressure and temperature.

And, we cabbed home.

Finally after so many days she is home!

Happy~

Afterwards headed off to school again.

Now, I don't feel like doing my work.

I am tired.

Anyway, I cant wait for SATURDAY to come!

WaterBaptism!!!

Hopefully I am accepted as I submitted the forms late.

Still, I got the green light to go.

HAPPPPPY~~~

Byeee~

I miss Mommy...

2010-11-22T10:30:00.002+08:00

Its Monday. Class will be in the noon.

I woke up and look for my phone while on bed and called my mum.

Doctor didn't say anything which mean she cant go home.

I want mommy home.

I miss her. ):

Somemore this is going to be a busy in school for a submission next week.

I might have the time to go hospital.

I want her home, healthily.

I pray and lift her up onto Your hands that You will protect her, heal her. By Your strips, she will be heal totally!

Indeed, it is a time where we are stretched in our capacity and other aspects of our life.

Ever since then, every week sermons seem to prepare us for different obstacles.

Dark clouds & randomness

2010-11-20T12:14:00.003+08:00

I love rainy day, but not during the time I am going out.

Its chilly cold every morning and night.

Now, I wear long jean to school most of the time.

Short pant make me feel cold.

Time to use scarf, wear long sleeve, long pant, long skirt.

Just think of wearing dressers make me feel cold.

Recently, I keep having typo errorS.

What I am thinking seem to be type out differently or different words or REPEATED words.

*smack head*

I am having 1 huge zit and 1 small pimple which hurts!! ):

Painful... *ouch*

I apply cream, mask and take good care of it.

It still grow out of nowhere randomly.

I shouldn't be complaining now since my skin got improve so much.

The red spots are minimizing that I can count it.

I need to get rid:

9 red Obvious spot.

2 NEW pimples(RED and painful) ):

Few lighter red spot(healing pretty well)

(last time is 2 patches of redness on both side of my cheeks... make my face look swollen...

my daddy feel relieve for me... he said got great improvement! no more serious case of acne problem...

My skin is pretty flat/smooth, not bumpy like mountain road cause by pimples.

EXCEPT for the 2 NEW ones which cause uneven surface. ): HAHAHA...)

*excuse for my lameness moment... :x)

Whitening mask mask mask! (:

Faster heal all and I shall move onto Pore Minimizer products.

My madness moment over skin issue.

Alright...

Before I go, I want thank a lot of people who have been there for me. Keeping my mum and family in prayers, encouraging me and my sister and many many more. Thank you all for the support (:

Byeebyee~

Outburst

2010-11-18T22:53:00.002+08:00

I am dead tired right now.

Woke up at 6.20am this morning, head off to school and rush for submission again.

Around 2pm, I received a call from sister that mom went to hospital again.

So I rushed off to class from a centre(place we submit MC), submit all my work and not to drag until 12am later for e-submission and tomorrow plotting submission.

I submit all at one go in class.

Straight after this, I fly all the way to MRT station to take shuttle bus to that hospital. Just nice that the bus service as located at my school station.

Dad was outing the Emergency area... Waiting. So we waited and waited and finally after hours, she was sent to the ward. I dozed off at the ward. She was in a single bed ward with air-con, tv and telephone. Coooool~ So cooling that make me doze off. I was so so so dead tired that felt like sleeping at anytime and anywhere.

NOW, someone whom I thought I got rid came to me again! I was like "what the crap?". Sorry for my outburst. I hate this situation and NOT AT MY MOST TIRED MOMENT.

I drink KOI bubble tea while working is my school work in studio. What working? You think I go work?? You so free to check out on me? Then why not you just go and ask everyone what they do? Since you seem to own the whole world time. Why me?

I was so TIRED and SIAN that I shoot him "kapo". And STOP acting like a Mr Nice who seem to be 'nice' and listen to my command. It just so going to make me puke. JUST GET LOST!!!

Get it right: WHATEVER I DO IS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS. You are not my parents or boyfriend. So, shooo off!!!

Sorry readers for my outburst...

good nite...

byeee...

Brain Shutoff

2010-11-16T22:16:00.003+08:00

I hate cadd! Ever since I submitted my Building Plans, my brain shutdown toward cadd.

I hate to draw on cadd!

I dislike MAT. Why section? Why details?

WHY?

I feel so moody this few days.

Very tired.

I dont know why.

On cadd, stare blank into the screen.

What am I suppose to do?

Got to go.

There is a beetle buzzing around!!!

Run off to hide in room!

Bye!

Rainy Sunday

2010-11-14T15:55:00.002+08:00

Morning woke up download homework file. Iron clothes. Sweep floor.

Back to laptop. Homework make my brain frozen. ):

Sister gave me a lot of clothes. Those that she never wear before or only a few times.

Yiippy! More clothes to school!

Happy!

Rainy day is so cold! I love it to the max!

Going for a hot bath.

Face mask.

Dinner!

Happy that I finally place order for my contact lens.

Happy things:

BP submission over + contact lens + a lot of clothes + more masks!

We order alot of mask online yesterday. Present for grandma and daddy bday. The some for ourselve. Heehee...

Mummy discharged yesterday morning. (:

Sorry for the short and super summarised post.

Byeee...

Rest Time!

2010-11-12T22:27:00.002+08:00

BP submission is finally over!

Few seconds later, I received a call from mom.

I rushed home.

Stayed in hospital for pretty long.

Thank God that daddy is there with me.

If not, I guessed I would be a lost sheep.

Couldn't sign nor provide informations.

Pray that tomorrow morning she will be able to discharge.

Fast and early!

I am getting tired now.

I need my beauty sleep.

Goodnite.

It breaks my heart

2010-11-11T23:04:00.002+08:00

Today is the 4th day since mom went for chemo. Just less than a week and the side effects seem to surface. Tiredness, redness swell, breatheless, slowly lost of taste or mouth texture change and teeth seem to change.

It really breaks my heart so much.

Shall change topic before I get too emotional.

Cant wait to submit tomorrow though its not a perfect BP submission. I spotted few mistakes I have or few minor requirements I never met. I am the first few to plot the drawing. Tomorrow is going to be a chaos. Year 2 plotting and year 3 plotting too? 100 over students queuing for that 1 machine?

10-12 submission. Plotting room open at 8.30am?

I rather have a lower mark without a good job done RATHER than a good job done yet didnt manage plot and submit late. Submit late=FAIL. What a great cost to pay for late submission. I just dont want to have the stress queuing up and wondering "Am I able to submit on time? When is my turn to plot? What if late how? Stress and panick yet need to verge the drawing where I am out of time."

Shall schedule my time on school work, church service/serving and doing household chores.

Good nite readers. Sweet dreams and sleep tight(:

Hide in Nature

2010-11-08T23:13:00.003+08:00

I wish I can hide in a BUG-FREE rainforest. No insects, no snake, no nothing except for the pureness of plants. The tall trees. I wish I could take a bath by the spring side, the crystal clear water. I love the smell of forest, the drop of essence that freshen me up. The quiteness of it fill with beautiful birds chirping sound, the soft water flow or drip sound. Relax! Only if there is a "build-in" door in my home that leads to the forest.

I am so tired and sick of the life evolving electronics around me. A billion step from nature yet a step from electrical stuffs. Even the closest MINI forest opposite my house are GONE because of housing development. I miss the forest. Seriously I dont why. I sound like some weirdo now. I miss those day where I just daze and look at the forest. I just love the moment when I woke up, enjoy the view of forest and SUNRISE behind it.

I remember there is a HUGE nest built by eagle for laying its egg. Building a home. Very soon after that, I always saw 2 eagles gliding in the sky so freely. Now, all I see is just another tall building. Sigh... I hate looking at concrete block though I am designing something out of it. Ironic.

Enough of my forest dream. Good bye and good night readers! I am just so looking for friday, get it done, submitted and shall treat myself to a good feast!

Sweet dreams(:

Madness in Me...

2010-11-04T23:32:00.003+08:00

I laughed and smile non stop AFTER I finished calculating the gradients for DRAINS!!! I am so happy that I laugh and smile. Sound insane. But well, I am so so so SO happy that I finish it! After roundS of changing and calculating which almost drive me crazy.

Seriously so happy! I laugh and smile to mum... Share with her, not enough of this silly action, so I went into my room and do the same to my sister! So crazy right? A moment of madness in my life.

I got a long list of IC(chamber to discharge sewage like poo) and Sump(drainage for rainwater)... I am SO happy because, at the point, my IC and SUMP got INTERSECT where they ARENT suppose to meet because of the different route. So, the sump had a 2m allowance drop before hitting the IC. This is the last point of the drain before linking it to the main one. So, I am so mad happy that these doesnt clash!!! BWAAAHAAAAA!!!

So so so HAPPY! After that, I got a good treat for myself to play game! I can have a good rest tonight! :D Tomorrow got BBQ!!! YAY!!!

Byeebyee! Nitenite readers! Sorry and excuse me for my madness moment.
>.<

energetic yet tired

2010-11-03T13:28:00.004+08:00

My title sound contradicting. Energetic yet tired? I am so glad that I had a very good rest or good sleep! I am HOMEEE!!! I skip school. :X Good sleep=energy charge up. Totally cant make it.

Tired due to over facing my floor plan. Endless editing. ): Well, I am looking forward to finish it off and SUBMIT! No life at all. Only if wonder and miracle do happen on earth! Which is impossible. When there so no pipe for sewage and clean water. Everything travel in a wonderful-rous way, like magic? Work with a wand. >.<>

Brain rest from cadd.... Messy floor plan with ton of lines over here and there. @.@ eye spinning...

I wonder how to contractor read the floor plan with over loaded information. *faints*

Anyway, I love today weather! Morning blue sky, afternoon fluffy white clouds. Beautiful~

At night, I want rain! Nice smoothing rain sound and cooling temperature. :D

Byeeebyeee~~~

Dead tired.

2010-11-01T23:20:00.002+08:00

Rushing for BP submission! I am so dead tired. Everyday cadd floor plan. I need a long beauty sleep. No school, work from home and maybe internet access to reach lecturer from home :D

So tired.... going off to rest. Tmr need to submit plans with drain.

We might easily walk on the small and big drains everyday. Simple square or rectangle. But you will NEVER know how much thing to put into consideration. Especially inspection chamber on the path way with huge metal square cover. That is the human waste drain.

I am so tired!!! Off to rest and go school tomorrow.

Byeeee

Age-ing.Aging

2010-10-30T19:09:00.002+08:00

I find myself aging at the age of where I haven't even hit the age of 24. Doing some comparison with baby, I realize our health isn't getting any better.

Baby skin is so soft and smooth. However, once you hit the puberty stage, skin is getting bad. Pimples breakout on face. It also grow on our back which happen to lady due to long hair which cause the blockage of pores? From a smooth hair to oily hair scalp and even drop hair? This happen to a lot of ladies as well.

I want baby skin!!!! RAWRRRRR~~~ Anti Oxidant help to prevent aging! :D This can be found in fruits. Google for more information.

I am going to buy whitening body lotion. To achieve a better skin tone on our arms, underarms, back and leg. Area like underarm and behind the leg might appear to be more darker due to the black pigment. So lotion might be able to help to whiten it.

I want smooth healthy skin! Working towards my goal. I am so tired... ):

Going to do my building plan, adding in my drainage system... ):

Byeebyee~~

Lethargic?

2010-10-28T16:35:00.002+08:00

I had been start wondering why do I feel tired for this whole week ever since Monday. I guessed I had been eating too much meat. I just craved for chicken for almost every lunch. CHICKEN CHOP. I know it is VERY UNHEALTHY. ): All the oil and FATS that gonna stuck in my body. ):

Over eating of meat make people feel lethargic because of some chemical/acid produce by the meat. I drank a bottle of chicken essence yesterday before heading to school but it DIDNT work. I feel so sleepy again this morning. However, whenever I reached home, took a shower, ha my high tea, I feel so awake!

Weird. I need to eat more more more veggie and fruits though I do eat them. But portion to increase MORE. I love to munch apple/s after diner. (:

"so tired" had been out of my mouth for countless of times. ): Glad that weekend is here AGAIN!

My time to sleep and work at home. No need to drag my feet to school. :D

Alright, enough of my complaining session. Byeebyee!

Is over and I am dead tired~

2010-10-26T21:04:00.004+08:00

I finish my paper! Not to panic until I receive my result! :D I felt so tired since yesterday I reached home? Until now, I don't have a single thing in mind to do. Seriously, tired. Think of the work, cadding, I really feel like crawling into my bed.

Anyway, I love this flower. Its beautiful isn't it?

I think I better go off early to have a good rest for tomorrow lessons.

Shall start doing my floor plan tomorrow.

Byeeee~ nitenite readers!

Tomorrow Tomorrow~

2010-10-24T21:21:00.003+08:00

I getting excited and nervous for tomorrow paper. I am feeling quite neutral not as if my whole heart is going to beat out of me. Its like, well, anything to be able to compare with the report and journals I had done in school throughout my poly life? Its just English. Not as if I am facing the end of the world where explosion is going to happen from the core of the Earth where I am going to die in an ugly way.

Well, I guess the weight of burden will definitely get lighter by 60% after tomorrow. 40% will be totally gone after receiving result slip? It will be a extreme moment to be either being happy or depress. I want to be a happy one without having any second thoughts! The moment of breakthrough in my life. I want to turn this stumbling block of my life to a stepping stone.

This failure I made over the past few years had troubled me a lot. I feel bad, inferior, lousy of myself. I am afraid to speak English to people. My pronunciation is bad or in fact, the genes of Sing-lish is in me. However, I will not let this negativity thoughts to bring me down. I will continue to work hard and fight against it. I believe I can speak confidently with good English as I learn along the way. Grade is just a point that we obtain to know where we stand. Ultimately, it is the learning spirit we ought to have even if we fail in life.

It is just a small thing in life. There are still a lot of wonderful thing install in my life which are yet to come. When I graduate, move onto career life, parenthood and etc, this 'test' I am going through currently which seem to be such a big deal is just a phase. It will pass away.

Everything will fall into place nicely. I believe I can do it.

All the best to myself, have a good rest and sweet dreams.

Good nite readers!

When I score with flying colours, I will treat myself to a shopping spree and a good meal. Chocolate buffer? Chocolate with red wine!!! Yummmie!

Straining weekend

2010-10-23T10:48:00.002+08:00

Its Saturday! I couldn't rest. I got to get my floor plans ready for monday submission. Tomorrow I don't think I have any time to do it. I need to have the last round of preparation for the English paper.

Monday morning rush to school for submission, afternoon take off take English paper and I shall be HOME! Tuesday, mum is going to consult the doctor again. Doctor will explain more on all the 3 scans and probably plan out the chemotherapy date? Should I be there for her? I don't know. My school having year 2 semester 2 briefing. Both are important to me! But MUM is most important for sure!

How? Which one to go? Booooohuhu~

Shall see how... ):

Byee.

Swimming in Haze

2010-10-21T15:02:00.003+08:00

The haze is getting worse and worse. Now, when I view out my windows, I seem to be staying at mountain top with mist around? However, it is a bad 'mist' with burn smell rather than the refreshing one. The make me feel breatheless. There was a forest fire at neighbouring country.

The birds flying in the air seem to have difficulties on breathing or flying? Hardly any birds flying around or they seem to fly around with difficulties? I want fresh air with clear blue sky!

Terrible thick haze. I need a oxygen tank!

I am getting tired. Off to rest and get work cracking.

Byeee~

Tideous

2010-10-20T20:54:00.002+08:00

I had been stuck on my chair editing floor plans for hours! I started around 4pm and now is 9pm. My back is aching now! So wish to have a nice aroma massage now to get rid of the aching. I would like to have lavender oil for the whole back massage. It helps to relax and it is a very good aroma to help you to sleep.

I keep editing stuffs! Fire code... Bad building design cause people to trap in the building during fire outbreak. So to prevent that from happening, there are ruleS to follow. To ensure the safety of the users. Is not easy. Design crash with the rules and rules crash with the design. Everything just doesn't fit nicely. End up, to put safety first, design concept might get diluted. *moannnnnn*

I am more or less done. I am glad that I solve the columns and beams as I moved along.

I need to put in :

dimension for the building. Big and small dimension.

Re-edit for the pool.

Details/annotation of missing items.(car turning radius and etc)

Design of the corner with green plant wall.

Hatch out of the fire engine access way.

Should be thats all?

Hopefully not getting more stuffs to do as I proceed on.

Shall be a list of items for me to keep track on.

I love to eat veggie. Western food stall in school, or just like anything western food stalls, they serve coleslaw. It is nice to munch. However, the pool mayonnaise is making me to puke. The creamy sweet taste make me feel fat when I munch it. I prefer it to be serve just the veggie, few drop of mayo will be fine not a pool of it. Serve it plain is fine as well. Or my taste is weird? @.@

Seriously, I do need to sleep now. I am so tired!

Morning flood lecturer a list of Q... Afterward proceed onto work. BAD NEWS! my laptop battery couldn't charge!!! WHY IS IT SO? SPOIL?

Off to rest and done with my complaining... :S Way of distress?

Alright, byeebyee!

Plan to Success!

2010-10-19T16:39:00.002+08:00

Alright, 2nd day of school to get our gear started for the full whole list of submission datelines. I can't do without my planner. I am glad I am able to score B for the DC submission.

Now, we are going to have BP submission. Building Planning.

All the detailing of the building structures are killing me now.

Noted on my planner:

today: re-edit on my units layout. For a better ventilation for toilet, yard and kitchen. services rooms and etc.

tomorrow: add in the missing annotations.

Thursday: check on building calculation.

Friday: print and submit!

I plan to work towards success as there is a saying, "If you fail to plan, you plan to fail". Kind of make sense isn't? Interesting quote that motivate me to avoid this situation. (:

Anyway, the weather is terrible today. So haze-zzzy~ Bad... Smell of something burn? I miss the blue sky over my head! ): Weather is hard to predict nowadays. Well, got to go and do my work and stop complaining...!

Back to old routine where autocadd, 3d max and photoshop are my 'best computer game' that I 'play' everyday. Kind of sad case right?

I plan to... jog a round every two days? I want to get healthier. (:

Byeebyee readers!

7 more days

2010-10-17T19:30:00.002+08:00

7 more days to go and I will see myself sitting in the examination hall room. I am going to step into the hall with confident.. I believe I can do it. Get it done, well, and over. I believe the grade I obtain will be a pleasing one to my parents.

Tomorrow is the start of semester 2. Well, I don't like school. I don't like stress and nobody on this earth enjoy stress. Hope I can manage everything well. Although I am still in the midst of some crisis now.

Meanwhile, I got to prepare myself to balance up studies and household chores. As for the first week of school, I got to have the mental prepare for the long list of submission datelines, stay focus for my examination and household chores?

Tomorrow mummy will be going for 2 scans. Thursday another scan. Pray that everything will be alright. Everything is ok! Is a short semester. I believe I will cope through everything.

Well, I am looking forward for the end of year 2 to come. Which is going to happen in 20weeks, equivalent to 5 months. After these 5months, I am going to have a 6weeks of ITP. Look on a brighter side, I learn and gain experience from the archi firm. I learn and get pay. Well, not much though, but still, I get to save and shop! And maybe by then, my mum will be alright? Since the treatment is taking about 6 months time in process.

Faster do well for everything in life and live without regrets!

Byee!

Acidic VS Alkaline

2010-10-14T23:25:00.006+08:00

Is not about chemistry now but biology.

Thanks to Aunt Cynthia for providing such an informative email.(:

So I would like to share with you, to have a better understanding of diet.

Our body can be either acidic or alkaline.

Acidic has a higher chance to cause cancer growth in the body.

(I first heard this piece of news when I was on a holiday to China. We went to some recommended/top Chinese Medical Hall to meet the doctors. One of the doctors actually said that my mom body was more towards the acidic pH level. In another word, a condition where cancer will grow easily.)

"An acid body is a magnet for sickness, disease, cancer and aging. Eating more alkaline foods helps shift your body's pH and oxygenates your system. Alkaline foods keep your body healthy and functioning correctly, preventing cancer.

[taken from: http://www.chimachine4u.com/AA.html]"

A backup information with the link provided. You can google it for more detailed information.

As I searched through the websites, I will summarize/paste part of it.

Symptoms of acidic pH level in the body:

"Overweight, Joint Pain and Arthritis, Osteoporosis, Underweight, Low Energy and Chronic Fatigue, Heart attack, Allergies, Acne, Frequent Colds, Bronchitis, Infections, Headaches.

**Food to avoid: e.g. dairy, meat, bread, high sugar fruits, Unhealthy acidic and acid forming foods are, for instance, nuts (cashew nuts, brazil nuts, butter, peanuts, peanut butter, pecan), animal protein (beef, clams, lamb, mussels, lobster, oysters, pork, rabbit, salmon, shrimps, tuna, ham, sausage), white pasta (noodles, macaroni, spaghetti), dairy products (cheese of any kind, milk, butter), alcohol, beans (kidney beans, red beans, lentils, peas).

[taken from: http://www.balance-ph-diet.com/]"

Read it up for a better beneficial.

Alkaline foods that will help you to restore pH balanceand get rid of acid wastes.

Alkaline food that helps:

"fresh cucumber, fruits like limes, tomatoes and avocado, tofu, fresh soybeans, almonds, and olive oil,sunflower sprouts, flax oil, brown basmati rice, millet, soaked almonds, tomato slices, fresh avocado, vegetable soups or green vegetable juices and etc... ..."

Of course there are much more information.

I am going to compile a list of food to avoid and consume. Print it out for my mom.

Hope that this piece of information benefits you.

Lets take care of our health and adopt a healthier lifestyle.

As there is a saying "Health is wealth".

Without a good health, we might not be able to achieve the dreams we have in life.

Good nite readers. (:

Sweet dreams(:

market

2010-10-14T12:33:00.002+08:00

Went market with mom in the morning. We went to chinese medical hall to grab herbs and shopped around. Mummy bought me a polka dot PANT!!! Its sweet and cute! The price was shocking cheap as well. I hardly spot any clothes I like straight away.

I went to Bugis and shop on monday with mum and sister, end up only spotted a short jean pant. Its the material I like. Its soft. (:

So, I spent a lot. 1 black coat/jacket, 1 formal pant, 2 short pants and foundation.

I bought so many stuffs within a week or two.

Went to had dim sum buffet with mum n sister as well.

Booooohohoo~~~ sobsob~~~ ):

Next monday, mum is going for another 2 scans. Pray that everything will be fine.

Burden.SuperBurden

2010-10-12T16:05:00.002+08:00

Today went back to hospital. Well, another round of information flooding in. I felt really burden for my dad and mum or the family.

The huge digit is really huge to me and more deeper information. I got the urge to stop school for the moment and go work. But I know I shouldn't give up study at the point of time. By all means, I shall save up more money to get the things I want or for school materials. Shouldn't ask money from them instead.

I guess I wont be posting too much due to such a down time for me.

Will update from time to time.

Byee.

In YOUR arms

2010-10-09T22:19:00.002+08:00

My heart broke in pain to see her burst into tears. She entered the room and she sounded fine. A sudden moment where my sister and I saw her broke into tears, it really hurt our hearts so badly. It really pains my heart. We believed that everything happen for a reason. God won't allow a single thing to happen for no reason for He so love His children.

During praise and worship, I really gave my all to Him. Whether in good or bad time, I am going to give You praise. I believe You will bring us through and cover us with Your protection. Into Your arms I will run. In You, I hide no emotion and I pour out all to You. I believe, Your strength are more more more greater than mine. I am relying all on You now. I might appear strong on the outer, but weak in the inner. When we are weak, You are strong. I believe that Your hands are holding onto us.

You are Jehovah Rapha, God the Healer.

I believe, everything will be fine.

Good nite.

worn-out day

2010-10-07T21:06:00.002+08:00

Morning woke up at 7am... I don't want to overslept as I need to visit my waipo. My mum told me on the night before to wake up early but she didn't state the time. So I woke up and my dad told me she still sleeping. So, I when back to bed. Around 8am, she came in and woke me up. I ignore her as I was too tired to answer her back. Until, she pulled my pillow to disturb me.

I jump off the bed and get change and had my breakfast. So we head off to hospital. She was in the ICU, upon seeing all the countless of tubes here and there, my heart sank. She was aware that we were there just that the medicine that put her into coma wasn't removed from her body yet. So she closed her eyes again. That moment really show that how fragile life is.

Tomorrow going to collect mum's report and visit her again. Really pray that they will be fine.

So tired.

On the train home, my mum asked me to go shop as she thought I wanted to. I mentioned to her that I want to get foundation, but she said she don't want to go. So I thought is fine.

Surprisingly, she is able to shop and walk more than I could. She keep walking and walking to find her shirt. My legs were breaking after walking from shops to shops, level to level. She used to dislike shopping due to leg getting tired and etc. Well, is good though, we got something!

I got a formal pant at $20!!! The shop is having 70% off. She got a shirt there as well. So happy! Finally manage to get a formal pant. Next time should bring her go somewhere else to shop! Bwahahaaa!!! :X

Off to rest! byeee people!

I got myself a bottle of nail polish remover(hardly remove nail polish, but to clean items) and a lemon peel off mask. (;

Yawnnnn... nite and sweet dreams!

Maintainence

2010-10-06T12:37:00.002+08:00

It is a maintainence-Wednesday!

At first, television couldn't connect to any channels.

Internet couldn't connect as well.

Next, facebook page couldn't load?

Maintainence everywhere?

What a maintainence Wednesday!

Other than technology maintainence.

I had a body maintainence as well over the past few weeks.

I cut my hair shorter by 2-3inch, time to say goodbye to split ends!

I love my hair now. It is shorter, so much easier to maintain. Smooth without dry ends.

Time spend on combing it is way much SHORTER!

Conditioner it everyday to keep it well nourish.

Skin maintainence. As I mention about the green cream for face. It work pretty well!

Now, when I wash my face everytime, I feel it is smooth and not rough at all.

I still need to get the red spot away still. It is under skin, I don't really know how to remove that.

Apply lemon, drink plenty of water?

The spots are reducing in size though! :D

I trimed my eyebrow. My sister told me it look messy, so I started to trim it again.

I hate to trim it as I scare both side will turn up uneven?

Wardrobe maintainence....

I took out clothes that I didn't wear anymore.

Maybe going shopping and grab a few pieces of short pant for school.

Shoes! I need SHOES!

I need a heel?

I love it as it look pretty, I hate it when it hurts.

Shall see how it goes for my clothes and shoes...

Not really an issue to me.

I am lazy to dress up nicely to school.

Tee-shirt and pants/skirt with sneaker or close toe shoes are fine with me.

I need to get foundation... If it come with healing blemish, that will be AWESOME!

Thats all...

Byee byee!! (:

sewing

2010-10-05T10:46:00.003+08:00

I made a camera pouch yesterday! As in, I completed it. I started on it during June/July holiday. I gave up sewing halfway and put it away somewhere in my cupboard. I was bored and decided to finish up as it left 50% more to go.

I cushion it to protect my camera as the given original pouch is just a cloth thick. I wanted to buy a pouch since I got my camera. However, when I came across it I always failed to brought my camera along. I don't want to take the risk to buy it and it can't fit in and on top of this, it doesn't cost cheap at all.

So, I am done with it and happy. Outside look alright, but inside is in a mess. :P

Here is the picture:The two side are like a wing flapping. I don't know how to sew it curve and I am lazy to do it. So a straight rectangular cover. And I love the invention of Velcro! stick and pull it open. So convenient! I sew on the golden button to make it appear more vintage with floral print. (:

Cushion- I used felted cloth. 2 layers of it at the area covering the camera. The cover extended length only had a layer. This make more the camera to be well protect and easier to close/flip it down. (:

Byeebyee!

Road to Success

2010-10-04T13:05:00.002+08:00

Is Monday! I tried on lemon cane. The previous batch fail after baking. Today, I decided to try again but I was disappointed. The colour tone was the same as the previous batch. Nevertheless, I go for a second round and I manage to get it right! The colour of the lemon flesh and skin was in good colour!

I am totally contented by the mini success i had. Sometime in the midst of failures in life and making a step to try again is quite hard. The number of times getting fail is so much and doubt of getting a success during the next try are growing stronger. Well, just taking a step out to try is a step nearer to success. By faith, I tried and I am glad I tried.

Well, early in the morning I was woken up by my phone sms. I was wondering who sms me so early in the morning. So, when I force my eyes opened, it was my result! I was contented with it and I know I did my best. I woke up and on laptop and waited until 11am to check the acumulative gpa. Well, I am maintaining my GPA. Thank God for this as I wasn't confident to maintain my grades/gpa. Phewww~ Although I drop by 0.016 of my gpa... Only if I score a bit higher for that module... Anyway, this semester GPA only got 1 module. The rest of the design module will be added in the next semester.

Chiong~~~!!! :D 25Oct, exam!!! Gogogo!!!

Happy Children Day!

2010-10-01T22:13:00.002+08:00

Happy Children DAY!!! I know I no longer under children catergory but I am a child at heart still... >.< I am totally worn out today! So tired. I woke up at 7.15am and I lasted until now without any coffee consume throughout the day.

Morning went to hospital with dad, mom & sister to visit my waipo(grandma from mom side). After that mom had a check up at the same hospital too. Around late noon, we took transport home. My dad and mom went home but I when to shop with sister!

I got myself a black jacket coat. Preparing for formal wear. Lets treat it as my children day gift! Shopping to pamper myself? (: We ate at new york! YUM~~~ We craved for the creamy cheesy pasta... YUMMMMY!!! Full until explode. Somehow, today trip was like a mix mix feeling. Hospital and shopping? hUmmmp~~~

Now, dad open a bottle of red wine. I am having a glass of it. Slurp.... a bit icy, smell nice and the warm effect as it reaches my throat and stomach. I think it is good to treat stomach cramp? Like it warm up the stomach... :X Nice.... I am going to grab my dark chocolate and go with my wine.

What a life now~ Enjoying... (: I really think that I will fall flat to my cozy bed later on. Good sleep till next morning. Tired+wine/alcohol can really sleep soundly? (:

Alright, off to tv with family!
Happy Children Day!!!(:
Byeeee!

Out of Mind

2010-09-30T10:47:00.002+08:00

I cooked this morning!!! Can you imagine that? What a great step for me. :X

I woke up at 5am and couldn't sleep until 7am. I was turning here and there and my mind was so so active! So, after 7am, I walk and laze around the living room thinking should I or shouldn't I cook.

I scare I am going to waste the rice and the meat if it turn out awful. So, pondering for 30minutes, I decided to cook! I dig out spring onion, meat balls and mince meat. I soak the frozen mince meat in water, wash the meat balls and spring onion. SO FUN! All I could say, I took such a LOOOONG time to chop 5 meatballs into mini pieces. Some more irregular size. T.T So, I took and egg out, mix it with the spring onion and beat it. When the meat unfroze, I mix it with light soya sauce, pepper and sesame oil. Smell niceeee... :X When the porridge are almost nicely cooked, I poured in the egg mixture and meat. Follow by pouring in some sauce again.

It turn out gluey and tasteless. Thank God mum woke up by then. She was walking to the kitchen and saw me cooking. She help me to do some 'touch up' and there it goes, look more presentable and with taste! Woooolala!!! SO FUN SO FUN!!!

:D I should have added more meat! ): My mum, sister grandma ate it! WAHAHAAH!!! :X

Wooooolala~~~ chop chop chop, mix mix mix and pour in and cook and done!
Byyeeee!!!

fruitful day!

2010-09-29T21:25:00.002+08:00

Awesome meet up lunch time with my formal tutor! Our chat on craft just make a-never-ending-chat! We chat over a lot of stuff! School, work, teens, CRAFTS!

Awesome!!! Even the cleaner/aunties who clean the table at the cafe came out and see... Nice comments from them. So cute!

Afterward, I gave some maths help. Thank God I manage to solve most of the question. I guess I really need to read more. About 1 or 2 question didn't manage to help her solve. Algebra is so fun! :D

Good day!!! yiipppy!

catchy up time!

2010-09-29T10:48:00.003+08:00

Finally I am going to have some catch up time with my formal tutor. Someone who inspired in craft. She is totally awesome in beads craft! I don't have the patience with seed beads anymore. It caused me to have double vision after doing it for awhile. :S Sound like I am 81 year old instead being 18. T.T

So we are going to share our craft work I guess? (: So exciiiited!!! Meeting at Railway Mall. Ah Mei Cafe?? (:

Evening time, I am going to give tuition help out for a girl. E-maths! My favorite and strongest subject. Hopefully I haven't return all the knowledge back to my teachers. Yesterday I was looking through online notes to gain back my memories on MATHS. Well, I started to worry if I am able to help her though. All the formulas seem to be a total stranger to me! I am flood in the world of art and design for 2 years after breaking free from science and maths. :D But, all along, I love Emaths more than Amaths. HAHAA!

Well, maybe shall update again after I complete my mission-of-the-day!

Byeeee!!! :D :D :D

Created.Designed

2010-09-28T14:11:00.010+08:00

Something freshly out of oven last night.
(:
I am totally please to see the outcome. (:
Every items are hand sculpted by me. Items sizing are around 1cm-3cm. The height of the Ice-Cream is around 3cm. The rest of the items are highly fall into the range of 1cm-2cm(width and length).

Firstly presented to you is: Sugary Fruity Vanilla Ice-Cream!

Second: Muffins!!! :D
The top picture had actually went through some editting.
2nd and the last pictures are totally original, untouch.

Look at the RAISINS and fine sugar!!!
Is it making you starting to feel like you are craving for dessert now? :X

Next and the very last one isssssssss~
TARTS!

I took quite awhile to edit the first picture of the authentic dessert feel.
I like the result it came out! I like it to the max!
The image at the bottom is un-edit-ed.

Reason why I edit those photos are due to bad lighting. Those original photos are pretty blur. Not enough sunlight and I don't have a specialise photo taking corner with good lighting. So, I edited it using photo editing program to add in the 'Artificial Lighting' by all means. Adding in the backlighting?

I wonder how come the summer season is overtaken by rainy/monsoon season? It is kind of weird that everyday when I viewed out of the window, is dark and cloudy. And I could hardly take good shots. ):

Hope you readers enjoy the updates once again! (: Kindly do drop a comment in my tagboard or msn or email. Totally appreciate it a lot! <3>

Photoshop-ing to vintage

2010-09-26T19:22:00.004+08:00

My first photoshop on the secret garden.
Original image on the left, photoshop-ed on the right.

Second image.
Original on the left, editted on the right.
I like this one after photoshop to vintage!!! I like the colour!
I like all the images I took opposite to my house.
Currently they are building condominium.
Sometime in the early morning or evening with the nice clouds and sun rising/setting.
Simply beautiful.

If I got a chance, I wish to stay somewhere far far away from this busy city. Somewhere where I view out of my house, there is a waterfall from a mountain. Backyard full of home-grown veggie and fruit. Front yard full of flowers. This beautiful dream place will be a mosquito-bugs-insects-FREE area. :D Super fresh air, natural cooling temperature. :D

Yippy!!! byeebyee!

Fake/Real & a "rojak" post

2010-09-24T14:18:00.005+08:00

Cup of warm lemon juice that start my day.
I stop applying lemon juice on my face and replace by a green cream few days ago,
which I called it 'Kaya cream'.
Its just so greeeen... It cost like a big bomb to my dad again. ):
We feel so cheated. It cost so much(really ex...) yet such a small bottle.
Somemore, the container AND the packaging look cheapo.
I felt disappointed upon receiving it in a red-plastic bag.. Thats ALL?
Wonder if we really got cheated or not. ):
But my grandma's sister's daughters used it and ALL her pimples GONE?
They said worse than mine case. Now, is smooth smooth...
When applying the kaya cream at night, it seem to have facial mirco beads?
Like some facial scrub feel. Feel quite nice though. :X

One thing for sure, my face is getting less oily.
Less oily=control the prevention of more breakout
Fight away all the oil in my body.
Drink a lot of water like some water buffaloes.. ):
Under control is achieved. (:
Need to ask daddy to stock up lemon again... ^^

Recently KFC is advertising their Portuguese Egg Tart.
So my dad was learning 'Portuguese' in English as advertisement was in Chinese.
So, I start to 'advertise' how nice is the egg tart and so on... Ask him to get for my weekend breakfast. (:
I ate in school. Its nice. So if he get 2 for my breakfast. Its enough for me. Not more not less just nice for me. (: yum yum yum... ^^ heehee...

Is this clear-filled-air-bubbles bowl real to you readers?
Make a guess...
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NO... Is fake mini hand made bowl for my fake food. :D
1st attempt(:
Some fake strawberry fondue...
Yummie chocolate! I want to go chocolate buffet! ):
I fancy dark and liquor contain chocolate.
Not strong liquor.
And white chocolate/milk chocolate is always a nono for me.
Too sweet. I cant take it. >.<
A little bit is way enough for me. (:
And sweet food do CAUSE pimple outbreak!!! Due to the acid thing after digest? I am not too sure about the details as I just read it. To know more, google it. (:
Control diet.. T.T

Please comment on my fake dish... I was disappointed when I pour in the chemical there isn't much bubbles. After few hours later, when I looked at it, shocked by the countless of air bubbles flooded inside. But well, do drop comments on my tagboard or msn me.

Millions of thank and you are super appreciated me! ^^

Next, I am doing a food counter using basah wood. It expensive though. So far I am 5-10% done and I used up 2 strips of the wood. Shall see how it goes again! :D
Byebye people! (: Sorry for the messy post that seem to be like a 'rojak' post.
Have a nice weekend! (:

If it meant to be, it will come to past

2010-09-23T16:52:00.003+08:00

It is another rainy day! (: nice~

Somehow there is quite a lot of uncertainties in my mind/heart. I could no longer see much future in that certain aspect of my life. It seem that there is a barrel and cut it off? I don't know. So many things seem to pop out. Anyway, God has a plan. So in future if it meant to be, then it will come to past. If is not, a better one will come.

Meanwhile, I am still continue to do what I am doing. Pursue my studies and work on my hobby. Serve in church and cell group. Just not going to focus too much on that issue anymore. Its tiring me out. Stay happy is the key for me now. (:

Side track abit...
Mummy recommend me to study fashion since I am so into Arty and Craft areas. She said fashion, learn to sew and design actually quite good. Because, people who know the skills to sew a proper clothings are getting lesser and lesser? Actually, I wanted to go for fashion design in poly. But I won't sacrifice my daily 3 hours on ride journey to school and back home. Its at the east where I am staying in the West. Last time my grandparents were doing tailor work. Ah-ma know how to sew cheong-sum!!! I manage to learn to make the traditional buttons before. Somehow, my brain crashed, information deleted. ):

She also asked me do baking-REAL BAKING of cakes and pastries.

So... current in mind of the course I am choosing...
Fashion... Jewellery design... Interior design... Early childhood... bakery?... Business course.

Byebye... I want to drink KOI!!! ):

Long nails

2010-09-21T13:09:00.002+08:00

I want long nails! Yesterday went out with sister for a meal and we had a good time shopping at Daiso. We got nails items. At night, I happily painting those fake nails that fit onto my nails bed. While sticking onto my nails, I really kind of getting flared up. The glue is lousy or what. It just doesnt seem to secure it. Lousy top coat as well. It was dry, but I press it onto my nail, its full of my finger print. Somemore that bottle of top coat isn't cheap at all.(i got it last time)

I feel irony when I am having all the long nails. It seem pretty, nicely, girly, classy and etc but a sense of regretting seem to overwhelm me. I don't know why is it so. Weird. I sound like an alien speaking right now. I start to realise my action need to be more gentle which it killing me, I can't wash my long hair properly, I can't type in a comfortable way and many things I can't do. I think I will die with fake long nails. Probably because it doesnt secure very well, that's why I feel this way? I don't know.

I will just try to keep my nails long and crystalize it. My nails are forever short, till a certain length it will chip at the side. Sighhhh... Irony... Want nice nice nail, happy over it, yet so many regretful thoughts that flooded in.

So, before I went to bed, I wash my hands and the glue on the nails get diluted? I waited for almost an hour till I want to wash up and sleep. So, I was so pissed off, and removed everything. Nice sleep. I feel so ungentle and ungirly of myself after having a nails-reflection. *Sigh* Sad case?

I am happy that my sister pass her test! Still got a few more to go. But well, based on what the people said, the paper she took yesterday was the most difficult out of the few papers. Good good! :D

Not Again?

2010-09-19T21:28:00.002+08:00

Kind of random why my world suddenly got weird men contact me? From a man to men. Negative multiplication. I received an sms. I thought is a he to a she and I managed to find out is a he. I change my thought to a she because I gave my number to a girl in the church bookstore who is serving as well. I offered to give her e-maths tuition and ask her to contact me if she needs any help.

Back to topic, I asked him 2nd time 'you are?' just now. I am not sure did I mention about a random guy that called me up to go chill with him at night last time on any posts. I didn't delet the old messages and realised is him again. So probably my reply tells him that I didn't add him on my contact list which mean someone not important to me? Just ooooopsy.

Next, I wouldn't be so dumb to reply your sms(another guy) where I block you off from msn. I am not busy but there isn't a need to explain myself so much to you. My first time blocking a person off from msn. Another guy I block him because his msn got virus and kept sending virus links to me. Yeapp.. And I think it show and tell that I didn't bother to reply your comments on my facebook for most of the time.

Lastly, I replied to your comment in a unpolite way because don't think you are so "smart" to guess my life. Or show that you are being a Mr Nice. *pukes*. Alright, the Chloe here sounded super mean and a very unusual her. Probably a very childish narrow mindset of the way I replied him. But I just want to you shut up and get lost. :X I feel so mean! I am praying very hard for forgiveness. Forgiving of what he has done to me.

Alright, I am ignoring things all the way. Argh~! Sometime I just wondering what things are being contained in certain man brains. No offence to men. If any man/men who feel offended by this sentence, you should start to reflect on it somehow. (: things to learn.

Byebye! tomorrow gonna have a date with my beloved sister for a meal. (: Byebye!
And sorry for revealing that the Chloe here sounded childish and being exploded.

Tata...

awake.tummy feel weird.

2010-09-18T23:27:00.002+08:00

I went to bed at 9.30pm or 10pm. After chatting with sister over some stuff. After 1-2 hours of sleep, I am awake. My tummy feel weird. ):

So I am back online now which is 11.30pm. ): ): ): I dont know what to do online now. Just stoning away... Bad...

Tummy tummy tummy not well... eeeeeeew... ):

mountain tortoise

2010-09-18T00:52:00.002+08:00

I am so happy that I am not lost while I am all alone going to Ikea. My phone battery left 3 bar when I leave home. On the way to Orchard, I am on bus. Afterward, Eugene called, so I U-turn back to Lot1 and train ride to Queenstown. Seriously, I felt like a tourist travelling and exploring. I rush off to get stuffs in a frustration mood.

The shop I went yesterday helped me to check out on other outlets if they still carry that stock. They sound like they over the phone and told me they will transfer it over to this outlet I went. So they will contact me again today. However, during noon time, I manage to find their contact with the help of google. I called them. 10 miuntes later, they called and said there is NO STOCK. If there is no stock, why do you told me they will transfer the items I want over? Giving me empty hope. Frustration just came in.

By the time, its already 3pm. After I get a change, I fly out of the house. Everything is just in a rush. I help to photocopy song sheets. Take bus, u-turn back to train... Rush to Queensown and took bus to Ikea... Lost in the mall... called my sister for direction... found the items... called Eugene to check about it again... Scare that my phone batt will flat after left with a bar. Fly off to pay. Hurried off to catch bus and transfer to train. Fly home to put, fly off to take bus for cell group.

What a hectic day full of rushing from place to place with the help from Eugene who gave direction, travel alone where I felt lost even in the mall itself... Empty hope came in LAST MINUTE. Well, I am proud of myself I am not really lost until I need to flag for taxi. Obviously I couldnt travel alone to other countries. I am timid and no sense of direction. Probably you throw me a map, I might not know how to read it. Sound like mountain tortoise. So sad. ):

I bought 2 bar of dark chocolate from Ikea too! Nice and cheap. :D Happy food for my sister who is burning midnight oil for her test on Monday. She already burn few nights of oil already. Hope that this choco will able to last her for few more days and nights. Alright, I am glad I manage to get the stuff! Yiiiiipppppy!!! :D

So shameful to tell you guys in this post that I am such a terrible person with a fail of direction. I wont pick up driving. I will wait for my future husband to drive me or taxi will do. (:

Good nite! Yawnnnn~

my want list...

2010-09-16T22:05:00.003+08:00

A sudden urge of going shopping where I really need to save. zzz zzz... What a nice timing of this random feel to pop out. ):

I want to get a few pieces of clothes. Start getting formal wear. Trendy formal shirt and satin formal pants(slim cut).---when I go for ITP then get.
Short pants for school?
A pair of heels?
BB cream, a foundation(this is a need). I am waiting for my skin to become super good condition where I dont need make up. A natural glow is enough and white clear skin is enough! (:

Shall wait for my ITP to come next term! :D Then can go shopping!
I want to go Lao BeiJing for teatime buffet! I am craving for xiao long bao. :D I heard from my sister who recommended me to go there for the teatime buffer that cost from $10.90++ only. I counted it cheap! I hardly go for buffet as it doesn't worth for me. I got to pay so much yet I eat so little. ): If only I could get the kids meal and I am wasting LESSER food. :X :D

Random thing I realised recently. I drop lesser hair and it come to my surprise! There was period of time where I drop so many strains of hair per day which become one of my awareness. It come to the extend where I really stop eating for maggie mee due to high content of MSG and the wax in the noodle. When I am combing and shampoo-ing it drop a lot one strain after another which make me go Uh-oH~ Recently is getting lesser and lesser. Is there anything to do with vitamin C? I think I shall continue drinking lemon juice everyday to make sure I provide enough vitamin and minerals for my body. When things doesn't go well within the body, it represent something. Now I know it... (:

off to bed! nitenite! :D

Goodbye pimple scar!

2010-09-15T13:22:00.003+08:00

Alright, I am pretty happy now or I should be saying I am ultra happy now. ^^ I manage to see my pimple scars, redness, are fading away pretty fast! I was shock in joy with morning when I having a brush up. I saw my pimple scars getting lighter. Left and right cheek full of pimples and pimple scars. Left side got more serious case I would say. Its full of scars, redness until it seem to be swell and make my face look puffy once. Right cheek is dealing with the 'new' pimple scars. There is a few.

Now, it seem to get better by 40-50%. Yesterday I leave the diluted fresh lemon juice all over my face before heading off to bed. I squeeze a slice of lemon, add few drop of water, a piece of cotton to absorb the mixture and damp it all over my face. (I did this for almost a week but I just apply on those scar spot for 10minutes and rinsed off. Just a change of method now.)

Other than the scars got lighten, another thing make me couldn't believe it at all infront of my eyes! As usual, I got white heads and black heads on my nose. This make the pores to be dirty. You can see round round pores with black dirt stuck on it and couldn't be clean off. To my surprise, I could see there is an improvement of it! The dirt part seem to be remove, just that the pores are big(another issue to deal with in the latter part). Although not perfectly clean, but at least it appear clearer and cleaner.

Seriously, I am really happy! :D After so long, I see an improvement on my skin. =.='' Go for a natural way are indeed better and faster sometime. :D Lemon lemon!!! It doesn't only smell nice, but help me to say bye to the scars!!! Weeeeheeee!!! I used the left over juice and damp it on my mosquito bites scar... :D heehee!

Wooolala~ :D :D :D I am just super happy now! :D Can't wait for the next step to do. Pore minimizer treatment? :D

For more information, you can just google about it. It help to detox the liver and etc. Going for a healthier lifestyle change in diet and etc, google and collect info. I am sure you will feel more fresher rather than lethargic. :D

wooooolala~~~ :D

Kbox.music world

2010-09-13T19:49:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a day of singing. I think singing just doesnt suit me. I hardly sing, I couldn't read the chinese character which Taiwan is using. The harder version I would say. ): I don't like to sing into the mircophone. ): But I love and enjoy listening to song and music. (: The beautiful voice of the singers, nice mv, band and etc. I couldn't memorize lyrics, I dont know how to read the notes. ): I am able to fit into the craft more. (: Everybody interests are different. Everyone gift in talents are different. God is fair isn't it? (:

Today went to get the brother's present. Good time with Mmy. I am going to try to paint the water baptism cards if I manage to. 2 people are going for water baptism. I am waiting for my turn. I hope I can go very soon. (: Got to go Ikea one day before Saturday. Free shuttle bus that pick people up near my house? I need to check it out. Shall go with mummy!

Things to do:
-get the stuffs for the people who are going for baptism.
-I bought the English ten year series to do. START SOON!!! Just 1 month to exam! Chiong and get it done!
-Work part time if I manage to find a short term(1week) plus I manage to work hard for my exam. I really feel like working now. Stuck at home is just so unfruitful. No extra income, stare at the computer whole day don't give me wisdom or extra amount to spend. Sound like I am rotting at home? lazy bum? ):
-Go out to snap pictures?
-make a stand for key chains. For church bookstore... (: Hopefully I manage to improve the look or the appearance of the certain corner.

Alright, go get my painting stuffs ready and paint! :D If turn out nice, I shall post the pics of it. ^^
Byee~

burn out.but fun!

2010-09-12T18:24:00.003+08:00

Had fun over the past few days but I was totally burn out today. So tired that I actually took a nap in the noon.

Daddy bought mac breakfast for me today! I wanted a fish burger only. He got a super big breakfast for me. I open one can of lemon tea and it complete my breakfast! Actually this made up my lunch as well. I had the 2 hotcakes and eggy for breakfast. I kept the bread and meat aside until lunch time, I ate it. I was so full after eating 90% of the hotcakes and egg. I know I am wasting the 10% of it. ): But I was full until bursting. My appetite getting smaller! Yay! Got a period of time I ate so much like some hungry ghost. :S :S :S and I gain weight and now I drop back... Hehee... That period of time I felt my face is so fat caused by the fatty cells... >.< Suddenly arm feel so meaty or fatter.

Going to kbox with parents later! Kbox is having some offer. We are going to sing! I wanna overcome the weirdy feel of singing with microphone. I just feel weird hearing my voice bounce back from the system. So weird? >.<

So later going out again, tomorrow as well. Straight few days keep going out. power! but fun! :D

Alright, byeebyee! :D

stinky raw tomato...

2010-09-12T13:42:00.002+08:00

Few days ago, I ate the baby tomatoes. I ate 7. It tasted yuckyyy! I ate it with a mouthful of fried chicken, but the taste of the raw stinky taste just flooded in my mouth.

I dont know how to finish that box of it with courage anymore. I think I got to ask mummy to cook it for me. Every dishes with tomatoes? :P I think my family will suffer with me by then. Tomato soup with veggie and pepper is a bit plain. I think next time got to ask her to add in meat for me. Heehee... Yum yum... crunchy veggie... :D

So tired... going to nap later... Hopefully will have a heavy downpour later as dark clouds are over my roof now. Rain rain rain! Got to do mask... I am going to use peel off charcoal mask. I got a lot of white heads needed to be get rid. I need my facial!!! :(

byebye!

goodnite my world(:

2010-09-11T22:44:00.004+08:00

Morning woke up early, now I am so so so sleepy.

Goodnite earth, moon and stars. I feel kind of random by wishing to sleep outdoor now. A perfect outdoor field WITHOUT any buggs and mosquitos that bites. So it will be a perfect clean fresh grass patch and dark surrounding with countless of stars in the sky. I love stars! Just that, Singapore is too bright everywhere in the night to see stars. ):

I am so tired... Wanna curl in my warm bed with my blanket and hug my monster plushie. Yesterday really had a lot of fun. A step closer to the nature simply make my life freshen up. Photos are all up on my facebook, feel free to browse it. Hardly have photos of my friends and I as they took our pics using their DSLR. Me, busy taking flowers pictures. I love flowers! :D when I was younger, in primary school, I always take part in the young botanist science thing. I never take up zoologist one.

I just love the nature. The smell of the fresh grass and trees is just so nice. Miss those days that my parents brought me to botanic garden, car rides there, they help me to complete the quiz and challenge in the young botanist list of quizzes. I love plants, flowers, probably I will work in a plantation handling flowers? Who knows that will happen? :X Random thoughts. I know.

If there is a chance, I wanna be a nursery teacher. My reason is simple. I want to unleash the art talent in them. I want them to be creative and imaginative and not restricted to the rules and regulation. Laws being invented in science or maths is a no no in the world of arts. I want them to imagine if... in their own world, the sky can be green or whatever colour, the car is in the sky and etc...

Sometime they draw based on the what the real world is just to prevent scolding from teacher? This make their thinking to stay in a box without any fun but somehow bounded by restriction. Like the sky MUST be blue and white, you cant paint it red and etc... I believe a kids imagination is really interesting. They can have funky ideas where an adult couldn't even think of. Or am I sounding insane? Well, art is expressing things in a mysterious way. You got to feel it by heart.

quote of the night:
There isn't a right or wrong in the world of art. It is a mystery world to enter to feel it by heart.

4 days of outings in a row

2010-09-09T12:05:00.005+08:00

Lovely clouds, view out of my window... (:

Later going to meet Daryl's family, off to town.
Tomorrow going out with D&E to Dempsey Hill and Botanic garden before heading to cgm.
So excited to see them once again with outing! :D
Saturday got to serve, follow by service and serve to do closing.
Sunday going to meet Mmy to get the brothers' birthday presents.

4 days straight. I think I will get super burn out by Sunday. ): Shall have my beauty rest on Sunday night to Monday morning. (:

Grandma bought a box of baby honey tomato for me to eat! It small and mini. So cute.

Charging my camera battery. I am just that lazy to charge my camera battery as usual, so I am just not that kind of person to get DSLR. That one is just like a baby where I need to shower it with so much care. ): Simpler way to say that I am just lazy. :S

Byeebyee!

Gone Natural

2010-09-08T14:14:00.002+08:00

Tomato and lemon! :D I asked my dad and mom to buy it yesterday while they went for a grocery shopping.

Slice of tomato for a daily natural face mask after shower. I still building my courage to eat it. I don't like raw tomato taste. Yuckyy... Yesterday I applied it on my face, after it dried up, I feel my skin is tighten. After washing it off, it seem to be glowing clear skin! That's why tomato is really good for skin where I want to learn to eat it raw.

A slice of lemon, soak it in a cup of warm water, drink it every morning after having a brush up. It help to detox our body. Another slice of lemon, squeeze it into a mini sauce plate, apply it on redness scar. I think it really help to cure scar with the rich amount of vitamin C.

Going natural healthy way hope to cure my acne problem. Few pimples that pop out from time to time. Leaving a lot of redness scar on my skin though the surface of the skin is smooth. I really don't know why the skin is smooth, yet under skin still having redness spot. Are these redness spots known as pimple scar or what?

Shall see if my gone natural way for a more healthy lifestyle would improve my skin problem. (:

(:byeee!

Its so fluffy!

2010-09-07T10:57:00.004+08:00

Is the pictures of the fluffy sponge-y piece of cake crumbs is a real or fake crumbs to you???
Make a guess... ... ... :D

Obviously you guys know I don't bake real cake. If I bake, I don't even know will I make a presentable cake or will it taste good. So, is clayyyy! After baking and baking, I get an idea that pop in my mind from my nerve? "why not add a drop of tap water for the baking soda to react?" So I did as my feeling told me to. Indeed! my clay rise and turn fluffy! Its so fluffy! I am so so so happy and I showed my mommy! She said it looked like cookies or cookies crumbs? :D

Its so fluffy!!! :D I am so happy! I make a sugary cake, and a chemical thing(I made it last week)... Here is the pic of it... :Sugary chocolate cake! :D Nice?

The chemical thing... I paste the flower petals one by one, end it with a brown bead. Paint gold nail polish over it... After it dry, put it in a mold, and pour in the chemical... 24hours later, here is my work piece! :D

Feel free to comment on my tagboard or drop-by in my msn to leave me a comment. Ways to improve, nice or not nice, look real or fake. Any ways to improve just feedback. ^^ Thank you very much! :D Because of feedback, I learn to improve, I push myself to work harder to achieve the current stage I am in now. Thanks to my family and friends! You guys helped me alot by commenting.

Quote of the day: Spirit of learning drive you to achieve another level of achievement

challenge

2010-09-06T00:15:00.002+08:00

I am exploding from all the baking now. I couldn't get my clay to raise after putting baking soda! Why is it so? Why it just doesn't rise nicely like spongy cake? Why the video seem easy to make it happen yet I couldn't?

What step I miss out? ): sad... I spam a lot of liquid clay. Every drop I used is just so precious to me... ): Big challange... ):

Yawnssss...

Nitenite reader! Rise rise rise!

Enjoy working with my tools(:

2010-09-04T11:21:00.003+08:00

I made pretzel! Is clay food if you are wondering is it a real edible pretzel or not. I think I couldn't cook or bake well. I am just too lazy to clean up the kitchen after having the fun part. But if got time, I would like to bake mini cupcakes! :D muffins? Simple egg cupcake is my favourite tea time snack with a cup of coffee. :D

I don't know should I try to make a princess birthday set food(clay). :D I feel like trying, but I got no idea how to start. Like too many ideas for me to try until I don't where to start. I am so happy that my silicone mold which I made last week is really nice to use! I can make ice-cream without much difficulty now. So fun! I guess I am going to make new mold? Cupcake base and pretzel and tart crust. Got to plan and used it wisely because it cost like a bomb to me. :X It is just like a miracle tool to work with.

I love working with my tools:
I love my tools a lot! I enjoy working with good blade which I don't why it cost quite expensive, but it is realllllly goood! Good things always come with a high cost but its worth! >.^
I like my acrylic board and solid acrylic rolling pin! Both are clear transparent material,so nice to use. :D
My tin tool box, by Hallmark, a gift from my beloved sister few years back. Inside is like my garbage items...Big and small handy items. :X
My mini box of clay which meant for small bar of clay that are being cut out. A big plastic box of clay are for those that were open, I kept them separately.
My medium size paper box. I kept a lot of stuffs and items inside. Sometime when school reopen, all the items will be kept inside, keep the items clean from dust.
And, I like my paint brush and pastel! Pastel is a fun colouring material! I enjoy the time where I am toning the food like toast bread and etc. I enjoy this stage the most!

A lot of things I used are items that could be throw away and I just reused it. Hence, my working tools seem to involve a lot of rubbish? :D

Alright, I going to play my clay before going out. byebye!
Crazy little girl with her excitment over clay whenever holiday season is here.... :X
Heehee! Byeee!

Multiplication from 6 to 8

2010-09-03T22:40:00.002+08:00

Sooner or later, I think I will have a 8pacs figure. Stomach fats all becoming pacs. I think the men will 'envy' me huh... Cough not yet go away! Pissssss~

Evia is having her sweet 18 celebration today! :D So sorry couldn't plan to bring you out or celebrate on that day due to the long-winded cough. ): Don't want give you my virus or tutu as your present... Hope you have funnnnn!!! Until the next birthday which is 365days to come, hope you'll have a rainbow filled journey! :D You are forever so bubbly to me... (: Last year we had so much fun bringing you to Marina Barrage! Remember? :D

Last week, my grandpa and dad were coughing... End of last week they recovered, and I caught their virus. So, till now, I am still coughing and my grandma got the virus now. Its a long-winded virus like I said. Spread from one people to another. I hate coughing!!! Ewwwww~

I want to faster recover, eat nice food and go shopping! I craving for chicken chopppppp!!! School holidayyyy!!! outingggg!!! :D

Nitenite readers! :D

Dragging myself off the bed

2010-09-01T14:01:00.002+08:00

I was so shock that I slept until 11.45am just now. *shocks shock* after I looked around for my phone on bed. Mummy walk in and out of the room since early morning. I was so tired that I could hardly open my eye lids. My body muscle seem to have no feel or laggy feeling?

I make myself sit straight, called Daryl... I think he caught my virus... :X He got body ache last night. Symptom of catching a cold. So want to check is he alright or not and is he in school or home. After waking up, I feel floating and so light. So lack of energy. After meal, got to take medicine again. I hate medicine. Always make me drowsy that couldn't make me think properly or too drowsy to do anything. Somemore, I just woke up from a 12hours of sleep. I couldn't nap again though I am drowsy. So the feeling is bad. Cant do this or that, yet can't sleep. Ewwwwww~

Drag myself off the bed. Cause I know its already so late, and I shouldn't be sleeping anymore.
Feel so jelly, all e muscle just don't feel a weight now. So weird. I don't like drowsy feeling.
Me want get well, eat nice food, go shopping, do my clay and study well!

Byebye! And I am so happy on the new stuff I made recently! Golden flower in transparent tablet. All hand made by me... :D

Medical leave n I love veggie

2010-08-31T20:36:00.005+08:00

I got 2 days of medical leave from doctor just now. I am having such a bad cough until I couldn't take it anymore and went to the clinic. The doctor prescribed many medicine.
1 nose spray, 1 tablet that dissolve in water for drinking, 1 box of lozenge(raspberry flavour) and running nose tablets. Overall cost like a bomb. :X Cost almost $50. No wonder people like old people say that can afford to die but cannot afford to fall sick. So expensive... ):

There is a weird thing will always happen to me that whenever I fall sick, my stomach just couldn't feel full. I will keep looking for food to eat. I had 2 round of dinner. 1st round at 4.30pm before dragging my feet to the clinic. I had a big plate of rice as compared to usual. With mei cai kou rou 梅菜扣肉(hakka food, yum), duck meat, a mountain of green veggie! After reaching home, around 6.30pm, I ate veggie and duck meat and mini hotdog bun. I love veggie! So crunchy to munch...

veggie that I like: 小白菜xiao bai cai(don't know in English), asparagus!!, cucumber(cooked), broccoli(the green mini tree look), kangkong with sambal, 菜心cai xin, lettuce, han cai, fan shu ye(potato leaf), lady finger... Yum yum yumm...

Grandma always asked what I want for dinner, I just replied 'cai duo duo', which mean more veggie. I think veggie help to control my pimples. In a way it seem to prevent more outbreak of pimples? Now I left with removing the redness of the acne. The surface of my skin on top of these redness spot are smooth now. Just need to whiten it. And make my eyes to sparkle more than last time? The black part of the eye, I forget about the term. I seemed to return all my biology knowledge to my teacher now. :S

And, everytime before I start eating the food on my plate, I will first eat the veggie first. So I will eat lesser rice that goes with other dishes. Probably this help to make me drop another kg recently. (: Veggie is good for health! It wont make me feel lethargic which will cause by too many in-take of meat that cause certain acid to rise, making one to feel lethargic.

Today I spend my time doing research on homemade mask. I wanted to try using fresh tomato slices and rub on my face. Leave it to dry for about 30minutes and rinse it off. After that, apply moisturizer. It help to tighten the skin and remove scar? I couldn't remember the purpose. Tomato is always good for skin. Just that I don't eat it raw. I wanted to cook tomato soup but I scare I will end up wasting food.

Veggie veggie! :D Medicine start its effect to make me drowsy again...

Nitenite readers!

Eyes playing trick?

2010-08-30T22:19:00.002+08:00

Before I go to bed and the side effect of drowsiness show up from flu and cough syrup, I want to write a cute or funny incident. This incident took place this morning and my mum happened to be at home still.

She told me that it was raining when she was back at the kitchen. A gentle shower of raindrops from the sky. The floor was wet and etc... I was shocked and go with a 'HUH'~~~? I replied her that the neighbor staying upstair might be hanging out their washed clothes. Because my grandma always told me that they hang the clothes out before pre-drying it. It is still soaked in water and let it drip to dry and the water, landing on our clothes that are hang outside for drying as well.

So I thought its normal. I replied this because I looked out of the window in-front of my study table, the sky was shinning brightly without any single drop of water. Few minutes later, my grandma happen to look out of the kitchen as well. She said it was drizzling. The other side seem to be having heavy rain.

So in inside my heart was thinking 'coooooool'... one apartment, 2 sides with different weather. Facing out of the living room(study table area) where the direction toward Lot One is shinning brightly. However, on the other hand, facing outside kitchen is at the other hand is raining. Pretty funny. So while I leave home for school where I headed towards Lot One direction, it isn't raining at all! Cool cool cool. Don't need to open my umbrella! :D

So neither my mommy eyes nor my eyes are playing tricks on us. Indeed, it is the funny weather to be blame.

Tomorrow I will be absent from school. Today went to school for submission I felt terrible. I coughed quite badly, spamming the usage of toilet paper in the washroom. Sniffing here and there. 2 packets of tissue paper just got used up with that few hours. Sad to say, I am having diarrhea too. Rush to washroom 2 times. Until I couldn't take it anymore, I headed home after 1 submission. Thanks Daryl for his help for submitting another component in the latter part of the day. Tomorrow having workshop. I guessed I will feel like a lost sheep on Wednesday when I get back to school. I hope I wont get bad grades for the workshop and groupmate will be nice!

I feel so like a viruses carrier which are highly contagious now. Alright, off to rest...

Byeeee~~~ ^^
Have a good good nite, good good rest. Sweet sweet dreams that make you drool~ :P

Done and Complete~

2010-08-29T17:21:00.002+08:00

I am so happy! I thought I got 2 journals that I might not be handing it up as I don't understand what I need to draw. So, randomly, I sketch something out. Everything is nicely filed up in a white folder. So happy! So clean and neat! I don't know right or wrong, but better than nothing. :S

I think is a 'ant-season' again. I started to spot ants crawling here and there. Is not a lot, just one or two randomly from time to time. I just can't find where it is from. I want to remove all the ants! So irritating!

Teachers' Day is here in 2 days time. I just realised and I need to do a card for a friend in cg. (: Our lao shi(:

I guessed I am really fierce. Yes, fierce. I can't imagine I am so fierce. People around me seem to be shocked? Alright, I am still being very nice to them as usual. (: I laugh and joke with them as usual, just particular someone only la. heehee... :S

Holiday holiday! I am sooooo in holiday mood already! I make a ice-cream scoop mold/mould?! So cool~ I wasted a chunk of it. Its expensiveeeeee~~~ end up in the bin~~~~ *heartache* 2nd time then successful. ):

alright, byeebyee~~ (:

case close(:

2010-08-28T11:10:00.005+08:00

This event took place last night. My darling sister and Sheng Wei are having good time with their SOT(School of Theology) team 8. Probably the last gathering for them. I believe there are wonderful memories for them throughout the 6 months in SOT.

Today is my beloved sister graduation! I am really happy for her. Ever since she enrolled into SOT, I had seen a tremendous change in her. She grew a lot, maturity, perspective of views in different things, aspects of life and many many. As a sister, I am proud and happy for her! After she graduate, she will move onto the career life. I do wish her all the best that she is going for. I believe she can do it well and excel in it(:

And... ... ... So, I was alone going for cgm. Since my sister and Shengwei isn't there. So, only me riding towards Marina Bay(red line). We ended quite late, after that, we still went for supper, time of fellowship. Then, they were panicked about catching the last train. If they cab home, the fare might be quite expensive for them. So, me, Mmy and Dion make a leave first. Eugene, and the rest will catch up with us. So we were speed-walking to the MRT and mmy told me something.

Summary of it...
'someone' might taking train home via Woodland side.
So we hurried to avoid that someone.
When she n Dion board the train, my train just happened to arrive.
By then, I saw 'someone'. I was hoping hard that 'someone' wont board the train as me.
When 'someone' called out my name and say bye, I replied and faster squeezed into the train.
Next second, Mmy called. They happen to see them arriving before I board the train.
Phew~~ Big relieve that I am train alone. Totally huge relieve.

Reach home, I did call up Eugene for letting him know certain things I making in life. Probably it will be just for a short period of time, temporary. He understand why I making this step. yeap yeap. So now is like 雨过天晴 for me.

Overall, I have learn something. I thank God NOT for the weirdy situation in my life, but through this situation, He show that He never fail to give me protection and putting people in my life helping me out and learning to be stronger. People teaching me how to protect myself like my sister who gave a very good help.

I don't like to be harsh to my friends or I don't know to be harsh to people. I don't think I have being so harsh to anyone. I guess I have reach my limit and I learn that sometime being harsh is really necessary. I have good and nice friends around. So thinking that I can treat you like anyone of them is normal. I think I am being naive here. But well, look on a brighter side, I have learn something!

I hope you don't over read my goodness if you do have any. I am just treating everyone equally. Every time the same things happen over and over again it just irritating. So to make you to get my clear message, I ought to do to that extend. I really don't wish because of these issues going around non-stop, and I hold bitterness against you. So, ya... ... I have learn something in life!

Relieve relieve~
Well, yesterday cgm was awesome! We had a worship session. Singing worship songs and soak in His presence. It was a very good session. And, I found a author interview who wrote 'Heaven Is So Real' by Choo Thomas was cool. I finish reading the book last time, happen to browse at the website, and came across to see the interview. Personally, all I could say it was cool. A very cool experience with God, experience His love and etc.

Coming to a close case. Super relieve. Everything gonna be alright~!
Off to prepare... Paint my nails! :D Excited excited... :D

Byeee~~~

Brainy pronouce dead

2010-08-27T14:14:00.004+08:00

I left 3more journals! or 2? Those are the ones I seriously don't know how to do. Throat is getting burn by coughing like the layer of skin came off? Terrible. The board are merely 75% done only?! Can you imagine that?

Thanks meinu for coming to my house to help me later. Afterward shall head to cgm together.

brain dead.post 2nd post of the day.cough cough. giddy giddy.
I just can't wait to print it out and file up nicely! And, yesterday I took few shots of my craft items. Randomly I liked it. Just as the sunshine happened to shine in, nice angle, so I randomly took it and kept as a memory?

I like the way how the flower petal being pour out. ^^

Ahhhhh~~~ pain and cough is killing me! Make my brain gooo dooomzz wooooz... =.=''
And happen to saw my friend's blog. She is sick yesterday. Worse than me, she vomitted. Hope that she will get well soon!

Equation for getting sick:
sudden rain+sudden shine+virus in the air = easily get sick

tata

working days

2010-08-25T14:06:00.003+08:00

I am busy with assignments now. Yawns... ): History lecture notes are getting drier and drier. In another the sense, the work are getting harder and harder. I don't understand some of it. Doooomz... I guess I shall anyhow bomb answer in for the journals writing.

Currently doing RWP report, editing it. Missing items more or less I had added in yesterday.
Left with:
1) Summary
2) List of Illustrations
3) Conclusion

After this, I can proceed onto printing and file it up for submission.

History component:
1) 6journals/reflections(some required to draw)
2) Final editting for the HTA ESSAY or REPORT writing.

After this, print and file up and submit.

Dooomssss... I hate rwp last time, somehow I enjoy doing it now. Probably I see myself finishing the work soon? (:

After Monday with all the submissions of work getting done, I shall see what work we need to do for September holiday. Hopefully no design work. ):

List-to-do for September:
1) Read more English, compo...(More than what I am doing now)
2) Rest more
3) Go out?

Thats all. Boring. ): Alright, off for my mini lunch with pop mee noodle!!! Pop mee is so nice! But it is super unhealthy. So salty!!! I pour 1/2-3/4 of the msg in, still tasted very salty.

byee~~

Blurness to the Max~~~

2010-08-23T10:24:00.002+08:00

Yes, the title is referring to myself. Blurness. Seriously, oh man, I think my mind process rate is still at Pentium 1. I know my oral is on 24August. I counted the date last week, I thought it fall on Monday. So, before I went to bed, I was wondering how come the 'meeting' note I set under my calendar didnt appear on my screen. So I went to check it, 24 August is TUESDAY!!! I scared my eyes play a trick on me on the exam time slot and the calendar, so I asked my sister for help.

So, after double confirmation, the time slot wrote Oral, 24AUGUST,1415. IT SHOW TUESDAY ON CALENDAR. I can't imagine how 'sotong' was I. Mmy said, 'as usual, u are still at pentium 1.'... Because I suppose to meet her after the oral which is 4pm, end up got shift to meet early.

I think I can just go bang the wall for my blurness. *sigh*... Last week, met up with Mmy as well, I got lost in ION! My 2nd time walking lost there. ): 1st time when I got lost, I couldn't find the exit out to the bus stop where I can take bus home, so I called Daryl. 2nd time I called her up. ): Terrible~~~ I think you peeps who are reading this post now is laughing away like mad? ):
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Well, I think I was mean enough to you. So yes, got the message. Thank You. I feel so fierce and mean to a person like first few times in my life? If you think you earn so much or get paid alot from ???, wanna treat me a meal because I missed your birthday, why not treat the rest who doesn't show up as well? Yea, so many people right, and it passed for so long already? As well as treat them to movie huh?
So you got shot by me again, and left with nothing to say and said I am right that your birthday passed for so long already? Excuse to turn away for the treat for so many people? I think I was mean enough. :S Seriously, if you got money and spend it like this, I don't think it is a very wise thing to do. Somemore you don't earn much like few thousand... ....

The way how a person handle his/her financial can kind of reveal how the person able to manage things in life. There is a link. Example, if he/she spend whatever they have, never set aside a sum for saving for the future, they are happy-go-lucky type. They don't have plans for the next day or future. People who can handle their financial well, putting aside for saving and etc, it show part of the maturity(can be alot of other aspects) they have. Eventually, it show and reveal more of the another angle of them other than just financial alone.

Be it whether it is big or small sum of money. If that is a small sum of money that you can't even handle, do you think you are able to handle with the big sum? God gives you what you can contain. If your capacity is too small for big sum of money(other example can link to this 'money' like different aspect from life), when big sum are being pour into your life, you might just aimlessly spend it or squander it away. Misuse.

So yes, I don't think there is a need for your treat and thanks for your kindness.

Such a lengthy post... =o='' Sorry for my bombardment. Ignore...Mean...Fierce are the keys to work with me now. Feel so unusual. :S Alright, later go out go out!!! :D Dark clouds are over my roof now... ): Dont rain!!!

tata!

groomy Friday...

2010-08-20T12:17:00.003+08:00

Today got no cell group meeting. I meeting Mmy later to do a birthday card for Pastor. I am in-charge of this, so I am still waiting for people reply my sms, msg for pastor and also drag mmy in to help me... Heehee.. :S

My phone is dying or phone battery is dying? I dont know. Daryl mousey is half dead as well. Why all the gadgets seem to 'die' at the same time? My phone needs to be charge everyday. I am getting piss with the the speed that my phone battery drop. Two items, daily use, is pissing me off. ): Bomba~~~

I couldnt play my game, mouse sensor *sor tio*... Cant imagine if my phone die and leave me now. Then, I think I am truly to be broke enough to near a $0 state if I need to buy one phone. Shall see how until my phone really pronounce dead. Now, I am under no plan for hp line. Since after the age of 18, renewing plan need to register under my name and etc, so MAFAN... Ai yoooo... Gadgets world are so mafan and confusing... gwa gwa gwa~~~

Sunday I am having farms trip, by then, will the weather still be so groomy? Past few days already rain non stop in the morning, including today. Sunday will be rainy or shiny? Hopefully these few days rainy day is to make my sunday a Shiny and Bright one. (:

Alright, off to prepare... :D waiting sis home to make her hair then shall head off to Orchard!

Tata!

Day of Love Coffee?

2010-08-19T14:22:00.002+08:00

My new try out, only this is uploaded on facebook, feel free to check it out. (: Thank you very much!

My mouse spoil!!! No, it should be Daryl mousie is spoiling soon. It sensor like cant click properly. ):

Oh no, I cant click properly!!! zzzzz zzzzz... Tomorrow no cell group, Saturday I need to serve in the bookstore. I need to meet Nick and Mmy after service, they are helping me on my compo.

Byeee!!! off to do my work.

Submitted.Yay!

2010-08-17T14:19:00.003+08:00

I submitted my stuff! I am so happy yet tired. Sleepy?

The lecturers was pretty surprised why I need to submit where my name isn't on the review list. If that is the case, probably I was wasting my time to do the stuff? Hopefully I will get extra marks though. Another friend also redo or add in some of his stuff, like me. I guess the information we got is based on my class tutor. Oh man.

Whatever it is, well, I hope I do get extra marks. Heehee. Currently I am designing some food stack for the mini food I made. (: I was planning to get clear acrylic, but the cost was quite expensive. But clean clear mini food stack is so classy isn't it? :S

Meanwhile still practicing composition writing, I am going to start on the reflections and reports as well. Yawn.... ....

So tired... Off to rest... Byeee!!! (:

Back to update on Youth Olympic, my dad happened to turn on the tv. Its showing the female weight lifting. I was so stun the a girl could actually lift a weight 110kg dumbell?! I am totally stunned. She is just a youth, either same age or younger than me. Powerful. Daddy make a funny comment, 'the girl can lift and throw her husband... (treating him like a dumbell?)'. Really scary. I think I can either 'carry' 10kg of rice with the help of the trolley or I drag it on the floor. Heehee...

Well, interesting, scary, stunning...

Tata~~~

Jar Of Hearts

2010-08-16T22:14:00.002+08:00

I saw my friend posted a song called 'Jar of Hearts' on facebook. So I randomly just played it. It is nice! The lyrics was pretty true to those play boys toying with people feeling.

Here the lyrics goes:
No I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

And it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I would have missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are
Who do you think you are
Who do you think you are

Colour in red was pretty true. Is like after being ditch, the girl learn to grow stronger on her own knowing it will be a mistake if she is ever to go back to the guy. So after he is going around cheating feeling and collecting a jar of heart from the girls. After rounds of breaking up, looking back to the ex-girlfriend? Every break up is like leaving a scar there in their emotional life? So true. I feel so much for girls who faced this type of situation. Beyond all the 'emo' lyrics, I think the singer voice is nice? Heehee...

Well, and randomly, a friend added me, I couldn't recognize him/her but probably to be him/her? She is at my age, just engaged recently? I saw her post a wall photo to be a 'baby-scan' to see the embryo? So is she pregnant or just took a random pic and post it?

Suddenly, a thought flashes my mind. Does other people who are in this situation know what they actually want in life? They are so young, still got so many things not yet explored yet already settle down? Happy for them if they love each other very much. But will there be any regrets down the road? Mind-set might change as they grow mature? Do they have any expectation or characters they want to look for a spouse? Plans for the future?

I don't know, just well, different people pursue different stuffs? I am a worry-some type. So I got a lot of things to consider in life. Until I am very confirm, probably then I will go after it? I dont know~

Anyway, byeeee peeps! Going farms next week with D and E!

good-o-day

2010-08-14T11:09:00.002+08:00

My mind is in a state of totally blank now. A feeling-less feeling consists of many reflections taking place at one go, causing a bombardment. Probably a mixture of happy, glad, relax and tired. Talking about tiredness, I do have a trouble waking up recently. My eye lids seem to weigh a thousand ton.

Totally glad that my sister manage to give a good advice. I am going to heed her advice and adopt her method. Anyway, I am meeting up with D and E next Sunday! It had been such a long time that I have never meet them up already. Hahaha!

Later I shall go to church first then meet up with Daryl's family for dinner. I thought he still need to do his model, until yesterday night, he said no need model already. *Angry*... So I change plan to go church first then Sunday can rest. Heehee...

Well, I manage to do two composition yesterday! Hopefully I did make some improvement?
I know I need to learn to plan the storyline better, take note of the grammar mistakes and phrasing it in English. Not direct translate from Chinese.

Alright, my brain is in hibernating mode. So tired. yawns... Byeebyee readers!

Targeting my goals

2010-08-11T10:42:00.004+08:00

I found it! I finally found a supplier! Yes, from Hong Kong as well. It provides the items more than I can imagine. So now, I am going to save up more for my goal in order to buy it. Probably not so soon, need to do more research to prevent being get con. Around S$200 need to be spend in order for shipping to oversea. I am going to get a bowl with spoon, many many cups(sundae cups, wine glass...moremoremore!) It pricing is near my budget. So hopefully after shipment, it won't be over my budget price.

I am so excited! I am going to save more! Hopefully this will come to pass one day. Probably after I am ready to start, then I will buy. Provided my skills of work are more refine by then. I really need to work hard for my goal. Save more now. By then for sure need to ship clays over as well where it might be used up.

So...save more! ITP coming, time to save from the little amount I may get. Hopefully I will learn from a lot of new things from the company.

Now, things to do or focus:
1) my project work, add-in item and submit on 17 Aug
2) 20 reflections for HTA, 2 final reports to be work on
3) ready for my oral exam
4) practice on my clay even in the midst of busyness
5) 2 months of effort for my English examination( daily practice)

Items to buy:
1) Epoxy Resin(soon)
2) Moulding(soon or self made)
3) Stock up liquid clay(not so soon)
4) Blocks of clays(not so soon)
5) Mini Cups(not so soon)

Still got time to save... Gagaga... :D :D :D

Off to school now. Take photos of my models and put it into my board. Come home and continue with my 3d rendering for structural component. Go go go! Get it done and over. :D

Byebyeeeee~~

My quote of the day: "When you know your goals, it is easier to reach out for it as the planning seem to draw you a step closer. Knowing what you have achieved at every step you proceed on."

driving me crazyyyy!!!!

2010-08-10T21:31:00.002+08:00

I cant find suppliers... All the links provided aren't helpful at all. Where to find and buy... I can't figure out where they buy and start their business.

Forget it.. Might give up hunting... Yawnssssss.... ): Or they cast on their own, making it themselve? Possible?

Whatever... I am going to grab an icecream now... :D

nitenite readers...

Digging for 'gold'

2010-08-09T17:19:00.003+08:00

Yes, I am digging for 'gold' via online source. The gold is MINIATURE CUPS... :D

Currently, the cheapest price I could find is $1.10 for 1 piece. So expensive but 10 times cheaper compare to the glass material. Seriously, the glass mini sundae cups look so classy, same for the price as well.
It is really very nice. If I ever used glass, probably when I am a millionaire, living in a nice house with spaces for me to keep those nice mini cups and filled with food. :D *sparkly eyes* Just to imagine a step further, if the mini cups made of crystal, I think I will go crazy. Transparent clear sparkly cup.

Alright, sound insane to spend so much to buy mini cups made of crystal. I would rather get crystal wine glasses, enjoy the wine. More worth it. :D Red wine with choco is awesome... Hehee...

I am hunting down cheap mini plastic transparent cups. It is a miniature sundae cup. Where to get it cheap? Probably selling at the price of SGD$0.50 per piece or lower? I know I could only get at this price if I am buying it Directly from a FACTORY or suppliers... but WHERE??? If people selling it at $1.10 yet earning, for sure the cost price is REAL CHEAP... :S

Yes... I always think of the way people earn...
Factory produce(low-cost), sell and earn...
2nd buyers(shops/suppliers) from the factory, then they sell and earn...
3rd person(shops/ people like me) buy at a expensive cost where the people earn don't how many times ahead.
4thperson(my clients?) buy, I selling them at the price I earn... IS SO EXPENSIVE... The cost price is already like a bomb. Then how to do biz...

This is just an example if I already have a business. So well, I really need to dig gold from factory... Where where where in asia where I wont face money scammers, where I still can afford the shipping fees, getting the items I want at the worth pricing. The nearer the country to my hometown, the cheapest the shipping cost?

Where on this earth can I get such a great deal? :( Maybe... in my dream... where I own my miniature factory... shrinking the world to become mine... Just like...Inception... I know is pretty cold here with the lame joke/story/random thoughts of inception. It is a mind trigger movie. Watch until my neck breaking. Overall, interesting storyline but I prefer Despicable Me! I like the girl alot, 'Its so fluffy I am going to dieeee~'....

heehee... Alright.. enough of grubbling... Waiting for dinner to be home... Daddy buying kfc... :D Yum yum yumm... If any readers drop by here, know where to get miniature cups at low cost, kindly drop me a comments. :D thanks!

Tata!

Totally Discourage

2010-08-08T13:03:00.003+08:00

My heart is struggling over certain failures in life. Probably it is the most important thing everyone ought to have. Mastering English language is not an easy thing. I failed it two years back and in two months time, it is time to face it again.

I am pretty confident with speech now after joining a effective communication elective course. I was trained to speak with expression and tone with a given passage. So, oral should be alright for me now.

Comprehension and summary should be fine for me. Summary part is my most confident part. In poly, I did summary in my own words for design report. So, there shouldn't be much trouble since lecturers didn't commented much on my English where one of my friends got commented. Answering questions, got to pick the right answers, need to know the story line very well.

Composition is the worse part of all. I could hardly write well. Sentence structure is totally in a mess, grammar is in a horrible state as well. I hated English since young. Whenever I did my best for the homework, it never seem to be improving. Terrible comments from teachers. I always tell myself not to give up even though I failed my tests. Everytime just got discourage upon receiving the comments.

However, just imagine that the piece of work you gotten back score so badly, happen 9 out of 10 times, how will you feel? So for me, it happen throughout my school life? So, my motivation was buried by all the failures. Probably, I just got so used to it and give up on it sub-consciously. I don't intend to retake if I fail again. I will just save up a few thousands dollars and go for English course. Maybe is time for me to stop whatever I am doing, and face English alone.

If that is the case, I will postpone the enrollment to university. I was just wondering why can't language be easy like arts. My English is bad, Chinese is bad. So how? Am I suffering from learning disable or I never learn by hard enough?

Since young I always confused with 'left' and 'right' for Chinese, 'b' and 'd', 'whether' and 'weather', 'practise' and 'practice', 'pass' and 'past'... Currently still having trouble using 'pass' or 'past'.

What is happening in my little mind with all the mess up languages. Take taxi, talk to uncle in Chinese, but I will always tell them to turn left or right in English. I scare I will get confuse if I use Chinese.

Stress.discourage.wondering.

Dilemma

2010-08-07T22:19:00.002+08:00

I am feeling vex now. In a dilemma situation. Sigh. Is pretty personal, so I wont reveal too much here. Interested to know, can approach me.

Why like this? Depress...? I just realise I hardly share things with people now. Almost no one.? It seem like there is no one for me. I need a word of wisdom to help me get out of this situation. How? It stuck in my heart for pretty long time, just that, I chose to hide it somewhere deep in the heart.

Standing alone where the earth is silence.

Good night.

bad flu ): Ahhhh chewwwww~

2010-08-07T11:58:00.002+08:00

I sneeze non stop since yesterday. My nose is getting very itchy.. So irritating to sneeze while I doing my clay because I need to bend my head down? ): Bad. I just heard my sister sneeze once. Is she going to catch my virus? hehehe... Oooopsy.. :P

Alright, going to visit Peggy later! She gave birth yesterday, is a girl! :D She deliver her first child at the hospital where I was born. It is going to be my 2nd time there after I am born. I never see how the hospital is like, only pass by the expressway, and saw a big cross on it.. I am back again after 18 years! So happy. I sound a bit crazy here. :P 1st time there when I was born, 2nd time there is to visit a friend where I can see now. Cooooooool~

Last year attended her wedding, this year gave birth. Time flies....

Parenthood is not an easy journey. It is a huge responsible I would say. Like, providing for the child with food, a roof over their head, clothes... to summarize is to say meeting their needs. Luxury, might not be a given to them if their parents earn just enough? Educate them, teach and groom them for their future?

Until the time where they reach the age 20 plus, then the parents might worry lesser for them. This work to a certain extend, mostly work on the area of education? Things do no stop here. Then, the parents will start to think about their children, start a family. Worry for their children if they don't have any plans for their future.

Indeed, it is a not-so-easy job. But well, of course, a child will bring much blessing into a family for sure. Life will be interesting with kids somehow. Their pureness and simple heart is something so different from the adults' world. (: They are adorable..

Alright... time to browse for ideas.

Byeeeee~~~ (:

weight drop, looking fat?

2010-08-06T23:17:00.002+08:00

I checked my weight in the morning, wondering how much I gain... Thinking it is gonna be bad this time round. Instead of gaining, I drop 1/2 kg? My mummy said I look fat... Like bigger arms and tummy...

How come? My face look fat somehow... What happen? Water re-tension based on what sister said? Face bone structure like daddy? square face... T.T

My pimples on off on off... When skin gets better, after awhile, it get bad. Cycle goes on and on. Why like this? Cant the nice skin just stay and resist the pimples from poping out?

Arghhhhh... nevermind... Time to focus on clay, and my presentation. I want to go get ugly doll for Daryl, hunt the chemical stuff, new creation for my clay work(:

I want my holiday free from work! I want to eat nice food!

And sister bought a box magnum icecream, buy one free one box! Daddy ask me go buy when he saw the promotion on the newspaper, end up I asking her to buy. Weeeeheeeheee!!! :D

I am happy because...
Good to eat nice food at a slow pace. Enjoy eating time. No need to rush as if the plane is going to take off soon(happen during project submission, will happen for weeks).
Nice to take a slow bath/shower. No need to rush as if I am bathing with ice water(happen during proj.... .....).
I love my life now. :D I feel I own the whole world time in my hand that I can play with clay with a peace of mind instead of running out of time for some submission.

I am not happy because...
Soon, all these will fade away, back to the rushing lifestyle...
Still got exam retake...
Attachment...

Alright, still, happy enough to catch my beauty sleep. Maybe is time to do mask again. I using mask since I need to rush for time for school work. Time to treat myself better now. Heehee!

Goodnite readers. Sweet dreams! Sleep tight! (:

Is just a phase

2010-08-04T23:05:00.002+08:00

In life, ups and down, happy or tough time. All this will pass by us.

Happy moments will soon to be over, once the new day start.
Sadness, might be there a little bit longer where time will do its job and heal our hearts.
However, happy moments are believed to be engrave into our hearts. Even it is in the past, the memories are always there.

Is just a phase in life where everyone ought to learn. We will pass it eventually. Be it fast or slow, more will come into our life as we grow older with more responsibilities weighed on our shoulders. We don't expect that life, as we grow older, we still remain like a child, who can't handle stress and expect everyday is a play day.

It will come to pass. So, remember, no matter how hard is your current situation in life now, face it bravely. End it well, even you cant end it well, give your best shot to do it. When you grow older some other day, thinking back to this situation, you'll be glad. You know it is the best out of you, leaving no regrets for doing nothing about it.

After a storming rain, rainbow will always be there. Because God is always there for you.

I did it!

2010-08-03T22:14:00.003+08:00

I manage to get to the standard I wanted to achieve. More or less, I am there. Please give me comments. Really appreciate it a lot. Can drop it in my chatbox or talk to me in msn. Thanks a lot! I really need feedbacks. Even it is ugly to you.

Here you go...

Terrible kiwi for the 2nd batch... Actually the ultra terrible is 1st batch where I didnt take the photo of it. So how is the 3rd batch on the bottom?
I love cheese... Sandwich, melted cheesy ham bread are nice! Potato chips! I love these food! Yummmmm~~~ ^^

Dessert for you? Brownie serve with icecream, or a icy orange juice for you for this summer?

Choices for your icecream scoop? Mint choco? Yogurt berry or...?
Yummm... Slurppp~

Thats all I have for current stage. Kindly drop me me comments. I really appreciate it. Thanks! Enjoy the photos... (:

Off to bed, tomorrow got gems test. Yay! Off to art frens hunt my stuffs! Not project stuffs for sure! :D I am so happy! :D

yay-ness to the core!

2010-08-03T09:58:00.002+08:00

Is time to clay! Yes, clay! Once I talk about clay, my mood is so happy oh so happy!

Tomorrow got gems test. So later I am going to prepare it. (: I feel so happy until on cloud 9. No more sleepless night.

I am going to turn my model working table back into clay section. I got a mini L-shape working area. Place for working, laptop and put my stuffs. Although it is messy, I like L-shape working space area! Heehee!

Alright, clay! Bye! Excited! Wooolala!

Byeebyee!

submission over~

2010-08-02T13:14:00.002+08:00

Gladness to announce submission is over, YES. overrrrr!!! :D

Yesterday rushed my structural model until 4.30am. Took a warm shower and grandma already woke up by then. She cook dried mee goreng for me. Yummm!!! She very sweet. Offer to help me to chop the satay sticks. (:

I nap until 630, taxi to school. So tired. Mummy told me NOT TO CLOSE MY EYES while crossing the road. Haahaa... I was tired. ultra. Now in school waiting for a stupid class. If I can skip, I will reach home by 11am, nap all the way.

Anyway, I am hunting down Epoxy Resin, clear type. It is a 2 bottles of chemical, one is liquid resin, another bottle is hardener. If you guys know anywhere sell it, Please let me know k? Appreciate much much. (:

I seriously so tired. Nap in class not nice. And I drink 2 bottles of chicken essence per night to keep myself awake.. I am craving for nice food.(: I want go find epoxy, but where? Art friends I will try, any places else?

byeeee... Yawns...

I am dying real soon

2010-07-29T12:08:00.002+08:00

I really getting tired. My body give me signal of being tired. Although I manage to sleep for the past few nights, somehow the rest isn't like a rest. I feel super tired, body like not feeling good, eyes are very dry while doing work, at night before sleeping it turn watery.

I automatically wake up pretty early. I cant have peaceful rest. I feel like taking nap, but I will be wasting time, not having a quality rest time. My mind will run on all the works to be done.

I really having a big big sigh stuck in my heart. So many people work are all half done. Almost everyone. And submission is tomorrow? Whatever it is, I will just submit whatever I have. Model currently 70% done ONLY. Stupid small windows so hard to cut. I need to do 6 more A1 boards. I need my rest! Now, I pretty hate school. Even people who use to do last minute work, manage to submit everything, now they dont.

I want to rest. shopping. eat at my slow pace.clay.game.

SIGHHHHHHH~~~~
Sorry readers for my grumbling post... Chloe seem to have a mild breakdown. ): I want go out with Evia, shop for her fabrics.... Me want lifeeeeeee~~~ :(

Neck breaking. Ouch~

2010-07-27T10:24:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I started to do work since morning until 1am of the next day.

First part was doing the rendering on 3D max, after that, model. I REDO my model. The previously prepared model with 20% done was in a horrible state. So, I redo.

Soooo, I keep cutting non stop. I slept at around 1.30am after a warm shower. Warm shower after work make me feel clean from all the paper chips and dust. :D Now, after a good sleep, my neck is in a bad state. It feel so sour and aching and pain. I cant bend my neck. ): Ouchhhhh...

Tonight I chiong my model, tomorrow onwards do board... Running out of time!!! ):

Off for breakfast prepared by my grandma, Egg mee sua! :D yummm yummm yummm :DDD